i want to be normal so fucking bad

[superpsycho]

it’s genuine ragefuel knowing i begin uni in 2 months and im not going to be able to ascend with any of the stylemaxxed ltb-mtbs there just because of my genetics

 

[superpsycho]

fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Its over

- Saint Hamudi

 

[superpsycho]

Its over

- Saint Hamudi

i wanna ascend so bad

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

i wanna ascend so bad

What problems do you have facially ?

 

[superpsycho]

What problems do you have facially ?

everything, and its not just that, im fucking socially retarded

 

[vevcred2_0]

im fucking socially retarded

What does that mean?

What do you do specifically?

 

[trashbinxoxo]

me too bro, me too

 

[superpsycho]

What does that mean?

What do you do particularly?

i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact

 

[superpsycho]

me too bro, me too

over for us

 

[FaceandBBC]

Over, I graduated uni a month ago with absolutely no experience. Fuck this life man. I’m ready to move on to the next.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

everything, and its not just that, im fucking socially retarded

Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill

 

[vevcred2_0]

im particularly bad at holding eye contact

That's not too bad, it's definitely fixable

I basically have everything propranolol helps to fix

 

[superpsycho]

Over, I graduated uni a month ago with absolutely no experience. Fuck this life man. I’m ready to move on to the next.

brutal. i am just beginning the 4 years of suicidefuel that you just went through.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill

But all these work only if you have a good base. Blackpill applies to looks but it is not as harsh as your ability to socialise

 

[superpsycho]

Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill

thats the thing. theres nothing i can do about it, this is how i was born. over…

 

[superpsycho]

That's not too bad, it's definitely fixable

I basically have everything propranolol helps to fix

whats propanolol for im too lazy to research

 

[superpsycho]

But all these work only if you have a good base. Blackpill applies to looks but it is not as harsh as your ability to socialise

my base is absolute shit

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

my base is absolute shit

Ypu can always look presentable. Looking common is better than being unattractive because you blend in with normies. Also, it affects everything not just dating

 

[superpsycho]

Ypu can always look presentable. Looking common is better than being unattractive because you blend in with normies. Also, it affects everything not just dating

if i tried to look common id end up looking like a retard

 

[vevcred2_0]

whats propanolol for im too lazy to research

It's like a blood pressure medication but it stops sweating and shaking which I have bad

If I get nervous I start fucking shaking and it's brutal, it's just completely random too

 

[davidlaidisme67]

fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.

i was in the exact same position last year. Trust me man......it only gets worse

 

[superpsycho]

It's like a blood pressure medication but it stops sweating and shaking which I have bad

If I get nervous I start fucking shaking and it's brutal, it's just completely random too

when i get nervous i dont shake or sweat, i just freeze up

 

[superpsycho]

i was in the exact same position last year. Trust me man......it only gets worse

ropefuel if this shit is worse than highschool

 

[davidlaidisme67]

ropefuel if this shit is worse than highschool

its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life

 

[BrutalMogger]

correct +1 mark,
base is so shit there is no hope for me
too recessed 404 infras
there is nothing

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life

True, I did better in school talking to women because it was just platonic. Once you end up in college, there are so many people, I felt insignificant.

 

[superpsycho]

its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life

i was a jester in early highschool, also im more blackpilled and slightly less retarded now

do you think my high understanding of the nature of normies and women will benefit me as i try to ascend in the social hierarchy?

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more

 

[superpsycho]

Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more

they wont appreciate me more though

if i want to be seen as human among normies i need to pull off normie-frauding successfully which is impossible

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i was a jester in early highschool, also im more blackpilled and slightly less retarded now

do you think my high understanding of the nature of normies and women will benefit me as i try to ascend in the social hierarchy?

ehh your understanding will only benfit you if you know how to pander to the right people so i would say mostly yes. thats what i did my freshman year and even though it was shit i was able to make some good experiences

 

[davidlaidisme67]

True, I did better in school talking to women because it was just platonic. Once you end up in college, there are so many people, I felt insignificant.

jfl same even though my college was unironically 1/3 of my old hs

 

[superpsycho]

ehh your understanding will only benfit you if you know how to pander to the right people so i would say mostly yes. thats what i did my freshman year and even though it was shit i was able to make some good experiences

i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition

 

[davidlaidisme67]

i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition

fuck then to lower inhib, i would say be somewhat sleep deprived on the days you plan to larp. It sounds stupid but its actually effective

 

[superpsycho]

fuck then to lower inhib, i would say be somewhat sleep deprived on the days you plan to larp. It sounds stupid but its actually effective

tiredmaxxing

maybe i can just take melatonin

 

[davidlaidisme67]

tiredmaxxing

maybe i can just take melatonin

fuckk thats smart. You get sleep deprived without having to lose hours of sleep. Miring your high iq

 

[Bitterschön]

i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition

I have mentioned an option before brah

 

[superpsycho]

I have mentioned an option before brah

i probably forgot tbh

 

[Bitterschön]

i probably forgot tbh

Just sharing my thoughts. At some point, there is no natural solution to social anxiety disorder / high inhibtion. Especially not if you don't shine with either face, frame, height etc.... You have to decide if it's worth it for you to take medication to at least eliminate the social anxiety/high inhibition (since you claim you're a trucel). And if you do, don't waste your time several meds, jump straight to what's considered as the gold standard.

 

[Tusseleif]

i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact

Are you autistic

 

[Tusseleif]

Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more

I have embraced my autism, I don’t give a fuck anymore. If people want to dislike me for being a non-caring quiet dude then I just let them

It’s not like you can act normal either, because if you could then you would wear that mask all the time, and you wouldn’t be weird. So if you can’t be something you can’t, better to just be yourself

 

[superpsycho]

Are you autistic

i got tested for autism when i was younger, i am not autistic

 

[Futura]

Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill

 

[rawr]

i wanna ascend so bad

are u ever gonna post ur face

 

[rawr]

i wanna ascend so bad

same i honestly have faith that im gonna look rly good

 

[rawr]

i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact

i cant even hold eye contact with my dad jfl

 

[Futura]

If i don't look good after becoming lean i'll perform self obo at home

 

[bottleofwater]

fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.

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