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superpsycho

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it’s genuine ragefuel knowing i begin uni in 2 months and im not going to be able to ascend with any of the stylemaxxed ltb-mtbs there just because of my genetics
 
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fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.
 
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Its over

- Saint Hamudi
 
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me too bro, me too
 
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What does that mean?

What do you do particularly?
i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact
 
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Over, I graduated uni a month ago with absolutely no experience. Fuck this life man. I’m ready to move on to the next.
 
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everything, and its not just that, im fucking socially retarded
Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill
 
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im particularly bad at holding eye contact
That's not too bad, it's definitely fixable

I basically have everything propranolol helps to fix
 
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Over, I graduated uni a month ago with absolutely no experience. Fuck this life man. I’m ready to move on to the next.
brutal. i am just beginning the 4 years of suicidefuel that you just went through.
 
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Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill
But all these work only if you have a good base. Blackpill applies to looks but it is not as harsh as your ability to socialise
 
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Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill
thats the thing. theres nothing i can do about it, this is how i was born. over…
 
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That's not too bad, it's definitely fixable

I basically have everything propranolol helps to fix
whats propanolol for im too lazy to research
 
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my base is absolute shit
Ypu can always look presentable. Looking common is better than being unattractive because you blend in with normies. Also, it affects everything not just dating
 
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Ypu can always look presentable. Looking common is better than being unattractive because you blend in with normies. Also, it affects everything not just dating
if i tried to look common id end up looking like a retard
 
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whats propanolol for im too lazy to research
It's like a blood pressure medication but it stops sweating and shaking which I have bad

If I get nervous I start fucking shaking and it's brutal, it's just completely random too
 
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fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.
i was in the exact same position last year. Trust me man......it only gets worse
 
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It's like a blood pressure medication but it stops sweating and shaking which I have bad

If I get nervous I start fucking shaking and it's brutal, it's just completely random too
when i get nervous i dont shake or sweat, i just freeze up
 
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ropefuel if this shit is worse than highschool
its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life :hnghn:
 
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correct +1 mark,
base is so shit there is no hope for me
too recessed 404 infras
there is nothing
 
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its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life :hnghn:
True, I did better in school talking to women because it was just platonic. Once you end up in college, there are so many people, I felt insignificant.
 
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its 10 times worse tbh. If you did shit in hs, get prepared to do even worse in college in terms of social life :hnghn:
i was a jester in early highschool, also im more blackpilled and slightly less retarded now

do you think my high understanding of the nature of normies and women will benefit me as i try to ascend in the social hierarchy?
 
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Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more
 
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Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more
they wont appreciate me more though

if i want to be seen as human among normies i need to pull off normie-frauding successfully which is impossible
 
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i was a jester in early highschool, also im more blackpilled and slightly less retarded now

do you think my high understanding of the nature of normies and women will benefit me as i try to ascend in the social hierarchy?
ehh your understanding will only benfit you if you know how to pander to the right people so i would say mostly yes. thats what i did my freshman year and even though it was shit i was able to make some good experiences
 
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True, I did better in school talking to women because it was just platonic. Once you end up in college, there are so many people, I felt insignificant.
jfl same even though my college was unironically 1/3 of my old hs :hnghn:
 
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ehh your understanding will only benfit you if you know how to pander to the right people so i would say mostly yes. thats what i did my freshman year and even though it was shit i was able to make some good experiences
i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition
 
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i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition
fuck then to lower inhib, i would say be somewhat sleep deprived on the days you plan to larp. It sounds stupid but its actually effective
 
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fuck then to lower inhib, i would say be somewhat sleep deprived on the days you plan to larp. It sounds stupid but its actually effective
tiredmaxxing :feelshmm:

maybe i can just take melatonin
 
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tiredmaxxing :feelshmm:

maybe i can just take melatonin
fuckk thats smart. You get sleep deprived without having to lose hours of sleep. Miring your high iq :feelshah:
 
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i know how normies and women work and i think i know what to do kind of larp normie around them but i cant execute it in real time around them. i always end up freezing up due to high inhibition
I have mentioned an option before brah
 
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i probably forgot tbh
Just sharing my thoughts. At some point, there is no natural solution to social anxiety disorder / high inhibtion. Especially not if you don't shine with either face, frame, height etc.... You have to decide if it's worth it for you to take medication to at least eliminate the social anxiety/high inhibition (since you claim you're a trucel). And if you do, don't waste your time several meds, jump straight to what's considered as the gold standard.
 
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i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact
Are you autistic
 
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Youll never be normal.

Embrace it and people will appreciate you so much more
I have embraced my autism, I don’t give a fuck anymore. If people want to dislike me for being a non-caring quiet dude then I just let them

It’s not like you can act normal either, because if you could then you would wear that mask all the time, and you wouldn’t be weird. So if you can’t be something you can’t, better to just be yourself
 
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Look if you want to stand out irl, you need height, frame, leanness and a face without many flaws (not 0, thats not possible but minimum). Now you already know about height, frame and leanness. About face you need good coloring, youthfulness, full head of hair and not being recessed which means a decent jaw (not PSL autistic).

Socially, yeah you are pretty much fucked. That is the real blackpill. No surgeries, steroids, creams, therapies or braces for your personality. Its unchangeable, thats the real blackpill
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i guess im just fucked from lack of social interaction in my formative years and highschool

im particularly bad at holding eye contact
i cant even hold eye contact with my dad jfl
 
If i don't look good after becoming lean i'll perform self obo at home
 
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fuck dude

i saw a few instagram posts of the girls ill be going to college with.

OVERFUEL. im never going to have this.
Show us a video of them :feelshehe:
 
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