I want to beat people to death with a bat

[Deleted member 1901]

Oh (evil) god that sounds so fun I want everyone to suffer I want the world to be nuked

 

[Deleted member 21716]

did something happen with those girls? you've been making a lot of bizarre post today.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

did something happen with those girls? you've been making a lot of bizarre post today.

I’ve realized I can never have a girl I want to love because this world forbids it

 

[Deleted member 28691]

stupid kid, you'd get your shit punched in and be laying on the sidewalk choking on your blood.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

stupid kid, you'd get your shit punched in and be laying on the sidewalk choking on your blood.

Kys retard I would kill you

 

[Deleted member 28691]

Kys retard I would kill you

just rope tbh

 

[Deleted member 1901]

just rope tbh

Tell me advice. It’s not that easy I don’t want to die I just don’t want to live and Wenever I get close to roping I chicken out

 

[Deleted member 28691]

Tell me advice. It’s not that easy I don’t want to die I just don’t want to live and Wenever I get close to roping I chicken out

I'm subhuman

 

[Deleted member 21716]

I’ve realized I can never have a girl I want to love because this world forbids it

don't let the desperation for pussy destroy you especially since you are only 17. find a passion or something to occupy yourself with. get some friends that you can vent to or sum shit because this mindset aint it.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

don't let the desperation for pussy destroy you especially since you are only 17. find a passion or something to occupy yourself with. get some friends that you can vent to or sum shit because this mindset aint it.

It’s not desperation it’s the need to be loved. You don’t understand what’s happened to me over and over again

It’s crazy, basically people are always attracted to me and friendly to me but then when I actually get close to them they start to hate me every single time so I’m been doomed to never have friends and simply say hi to people and then not much else to to look like I have friends because a lot of people like me at my school but I never can actually connect with them and now these jbs are saying that they aren’t mad at me and Stuff but they don’t understand it doesn’t even matter I wish they just hated me so I didn’t consider trying to hang out with them again as I’m turning 18 it’s fucking ober

 

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It’s not desperation it’s the need to be loved. You don’t understand what’s happened to me over and over again

It’s crazy, basically people are always attracted to me and friendly to me but then when I actually get close to them they start to hate me every single time so I’m been doomed to never have friends and simply say hi to people and then not much else to to look like I have friends because a lot of people like me at my school but I never can actually connect with them and now these jbs are saying that they aren’t mad at me and Stuff but they don’t understand it doesn’t even matter I wish they just hated me so I didn’t consider trying to hang out with them again as I’m turning 18 it’s fucking ober

that's really sad fr.

I remember you mentioning you lived in the American south. the reason I mention this is because I hear that people are real;y fake down there. they will act friendly to your face but but have nothing but disgust for you behind your back. it could be loctionpill tbh.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

that's really sad fr.

I remember you mentioning you lived in the American south. the reason I mention this is because I hear that people are real;y fake down there. they will act friendly to your face but but have nothing but disgust for you behind your back. it could be loctionpill tbh.

I’ve never had a single good friend, and even the friends I was starting to get close to all moved away literally like the three of my childhood friends all moved away same with the first girl I was getting close to and we got along well she said I was the person who she felt to closest to ever

For the past 2 years I’ve just been avoiding friends, I have so many people who want to be my friend but I restrict myself to simply say hi then walk away because everyone would hate my true self the same thing has happened to me over and over and if it doesn’t then they move. This all sounds weird and it is it makes me suspicious I have a curse because so many bad things keep happening to me

 

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I’ve never had a single good friend, and even the friends I was starting to get close to all moved away literally like the three of my childhood friends all moved away same with the first girl I was getting close to and we got along well she said I was the person who she felt to closest to ever

For the past 2 years I’ve just been avoiding friends, I have so many people who want to be my friend but I restrict myself to simply say hi then walk away because everyone would hate my true self the same thing has happened to me over and over and if it doesn’t then they move. This all sounds weird and it is it makes me suspicious I have a curse because so many bad things keep happening to me

this kinda brought me back to when I was 13-15 and I had isolated myself from my friends and family. I hated myself especially after having a bad time in a catholic school. on top of that I gained weight form having a ravenous appetite. I didn't open up to anyone or anybody the only person I had were my sister and brother who stiller main the people I am the closest to today, I don't know where I would be without them tbh. even my own mom seemed to not like during that time. luckily that need up being a really just bad phase in my life in 2020 my life got way better even though there was pandemic.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

this kinda brought me back to when I was 13-15 and I had isolated myself from my friends and family. I hated myself especially after having a bad time in a catholic school. on top of that I gained weight form having a ravenous appetite. I didn't open up to anyone or anybody the only person I had were my sister and brother who stiller main the people I am the closest to today, I don't know where I would be without them tbh. even my own mom seemed to not like during that time. luckily that need up being a really just bad phase in my life in 2020 my life got way better even though there was pandemic.

I never talk to my brothers at all and barely talk to my parents about anything except basic standard things I am alone

 

[Deleted member 21716]

I never talk to my brothers at all and barely talk to my parents about anything except basic standard things I am alone

did something happen between you and your brothers? do they hang out without you?

 

[Deleted member 1901]

did something happen between you and your brothers? do they hang out without you?

They don’t like being around me. They are younger than me and when I was a kid I was really mean to them I regret it but I didn’t have morals back then

 

[Deleted member 21716]

They don’t like being around me. They are younger than me and when I was a kid I was really mean to them I regret it but I didn’t have morals back then

sad shit tbh.

also did something happen between you and your parents to not be close?

 

[Deleted member 21628]

I wanna kill my oneitis

 

[Deleted member 1901]

sad shit tbh.

also did something happen between you and your parents to not be close?

My dad used to be really mean to me always get yell really loud at me I was constantly grounded and hit with belt and pushed spanked and he always said I was really bad made me feel like eveyone hated me and I couldn’t be loved and said he will abandon me all the time my mom didn’t like my dad they got divorced and my mom always was emotionally abusive yelling at me when I don’t do anything wrong just because she’s mad

My dad is nice now but I’ve just never been able to be comfortable around him my mom is nice but really unstable and yells at me or my brothers every day for whatever

 

[Deleted member 21716]

My dad used to be really mean to me always get yell really loud at me I was constantly grounded and hit with belt and pushed spanked and he always said I was really bad made me feel like eveyone hated me and I couldn’t be loved and said he will abandon me all the time my mom didn’t like my dad they got divorced and my mom always was emotionally abusive yelling at me when I don’t do anything wrong just because she’s mad

My dad is nice now but I’ve just never been able to be comfortable around him my mom is nice but really unstable and yells at me or my brothers every day for whatever

honestly it seems like a lot of your problems may have started with your parents. often times that is the case for many people who have problems in adulthood. also sometimes your a parent will treat you based on how they feel about your other parent. like for instance if you dad resented you mom then he will likely be mean to you because he had you with her of that make sense. happened to my mom. my grandad hated my grandma and therefore ended up treating my mom and uncle like shit and eventually abandoned them and started a new family.

 

[Deleted member 21716]

honestly I were you I'd would focus on finding making money abandoning your family/ the area you are in and starting a new life somewhere else.

 

[Deleted member 4397]

@Ekil73_YT do u regret ur yt? remember i mired ur inhib. any benefits at all? as im thinking to get into wellness/ posture cope industry for finances

 

[Deleted member 1901]

@Ekil73_YT do u regret ur yt? remember i mired ur inhib. any benefits at all? as im thinking to get into wellness/ posture cope industry for finances

I don’t regret it as it was a learning experience

But it’s cope and also I don’t want people irl to find it

 

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I don’t regret it as it was a learning experience

But it’s cope and also I don’t want people irl to find it

ur prob years younger so idk how that affects inhib, i thought my inhib to be associated w this shit would decrease w age but if anything more inhib and more cortisol, like pimeyes n shiet. but this autism is the only value i have and maybe can utilize financially ovah.

 

[sharkcel]

Its over

 

[TUSSELEIF]

No one is innocent. If someone goes ER, society likely deserved it.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

No one is innocent. If someone goes ER, society likely deserved it.

For real man