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Why does life need to be so unfair and depressing. Why can't I live in peace and without hating myself all the time

I just can't hang with people I know, not right now, I feel so bad about myself that I can't LIVE LIFE
 
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And to add more shit, I will have to study years, to work years, to probably not even own SHIT

HOW can I delude myself to be a part of this system ๐Ÿ˜•
 
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HOW can I delude myself to be a part of this system ๐Ÿ˜•
I lose my shit and have 3 month depressive episodes twice a year sooo maybe try that :forcedsmile:
 
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At least you have someone to hang out with
I got nobody for past 5 years
 
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And to add more shit, I will have to study years, to work years, to probably not even own SHIT

HOW can I delude myself to be a part of this system ๐Ÿ˜•
Have fun every day doing what you enjoy
I just binge watch anime when Iโ€™m free
Thatโ€™s how I delude myself
 
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Dude no one IS stopping you
 
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Why does life need to be so unfair and depressing. Why can't I live in peace and without hating myself all the time

I just can't hang with people I know, not right now, I feel so bad about myself that I can't LIVE LIFE
1000005991
:feelsuhh:
 
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I get depression episodes every month
At least they donโ€™t last that long, you can really dig a deep hole thatโ€™s hard to get out of, I lost all my scholarships AND my girl :feelsbadman:
 
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If ur not rich by 25 thereโ€™s no point in continuing
 
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Don't study maybe, w such depressions you proly won't keep it up anyway
 
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At least they donโ€™t last that long, you can really dig a deep hole thatโ€™s hard to get out of, I lost all my scholarships AND my girl :feelsbadman:
That's so true, whenever I get very depressed I truly feel like I'm digging myself into a hole
 
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That's so true, whenever I get very depressed I truly feel like I'm digging myself into a hole
I always fuck up stuff that I canโ€™t fix ๐Ÿ˜ข
 
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The LTN BLACK PILL: Being truthful to yourself. Knowing you have no substance to your supposed character.
The ltn white pill: Being in denial and being a jester.

I know what I'm choosing, except I have a SOLID character.
 
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Why does life need to be so unfair and depressing. Why can't I live in peace and without hating myself all the time

I just can't hang with people I know, not right now, I feel so bad about myself that I can't LIVE LIFE
You're depressed because you're on the forum with other people telling you to take your life that's why you're depressed go outside
 
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