rapidlydefined
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ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal
this is what i look like- im wasian
ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?
should i actually just kill myself?
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal
this is what i look like- im wasian
ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?
should i actually just kill myself?
that you you purchase some rope from the depot on the way home tonight