frendly
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I cannot take it anymore, why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why was I even born. My mom told me that she was going to abort me but she doesn’t believe in abortion. I wish she did so I wouldn’t even be here posting on this shitty site. I saw old photos of myself and realized how fucking ugly I am. I am so subhuman no wonder why girls don’t like me. Every girl I’ve ever approached ended up hating me. I hate myself. Why why why why why did my parents make me. They don’t understand how hard life is for someone as ugly as me. Even with a mask on Im hideous. Everyone walks over me because of it and what can I do? Nothing, absolutely nothing. I’m almost at my breaking point. I in-vision myself in a year finally letting go, looking at the mirror one last final time only to punch myself until I can no longer recognize my own face. I go downstairs and my parents ask what happened to my face and why I’m crying, I won’t answer. I’ll walk out the house and go on a long bike ride and won’t come home for three days. When I come back I’ll stab myself repeatedly none stop until my parents have to hold me back and take me to the hospital. If I survive I’ll probably be put in a mental a hospital. After that I’ll rot away until another 8 years when I finally have nothing left and just jump off a bridge falling down into the sea. Never coming back, finally being able to not exist in this hellish world.
