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gigell
I don’t know what to do with myself anymore
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I punched everyone in my family because I don’t know how to express my anger. Maybe I should just stab people at school. I’m scared God is gonna punish me. I’m mentally ill and I think I’m actually ugly I don’t know how to fix acne , acne scars. I’ve got subhuman digestive system can’t eat enough I’m actually lower than 6”2 , 5”11. I larped about my height. Maybe my destiny was to rope in the end. I can’t feel life satisfaction. I was bullied in elementary school all to now. I don’t wanna go hell , I want to rope to not feel sin and not to feel unhappy anymore but I’m scared God will get mad at me because he gave me gift of life but I feel unhappy I just wanna feel at peace and not be in mental pain anymore. I’m already starting to have a few hallucinations and I want to stop this torment of living. I can’t cope with things like vidya and this forum anymore as I always feel unsatisfied and can’t escape things made me feel made or sad. im happy to meet you all and I really liked it when I laughed at threads of other people , I liked when I tried giving people other advice. I liked laughing together. It’s not the forums fault that I’m gonna rope , it made me feel better and I made a lot of online friends. It’s how I slowly became insane and being exposed to internet early learning the truths of this world and then developing mental illness. It’s too late to fix me. I also feel alone for some reason even though I live with my family. I feel scared and empty. I also hate school is just a camp made by kikes to teach me fake things. God please I repent and forgive me for the evil things I’ve done please Lord Jesus I hope you know me , please forgive me of the lust , anger , gluttony , pride and etc that I’ve experienced in my life. I don’t want to feel sin anymore and be in a state of confusion. Please cure me of the demons and spirits haunting me. I don’t like living , it doesn’t feel good , it feels dead
I’m gonna dox myself but Idc . My name is Stefan it was a pleasure to meet everybody I’m gonna become 16 on the 28th if I make it until then
Idc if you say dnr this is just my thoughts
It’s too late to back down from roping as I already made this thread and it will be cringe if I come back. I’m sorry if I insulted you then you probably have it better than me in soyciety and are more mentally stable. I forgive other people. But
In general I dislike what humanity is and what It has become.
why did i make this thread its cringe why do i think a lot of things is cringe
People will laugh at me under this thread
Made I should go and stab some people at school I already dropped out today , to not be a pussy and go er and then rope but no I’m scared God won’t forgive me.
Is roping a pussy move ? Why would i want to feel more stress then in life.
Even if i did become extremely good looking i would of just commit lust and pride
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I’m gonna dox myself but Idc . My name is Stefan it was a pleasure to meet everybody I’m gonna become 16 on the 28th if I make it until then
Idc if you say dnr this is just my thoughts
It’s too late to back down from roping as I already made this thread and it will be cringe if I come back. I’m sorry if I insulted you then you probably have it better than me in soyciety and are more mentally stable. I forgive other people. But
In general I dislike what humanity is and what It has become.
why did i make this thread its cringe why do i think a lot of things is cringe
People will laugh at me under this thread
Made I should go and stab some people at school I already dropped out today , to not be a pussy and go er and then rope but no I’m scared God won’t forgive me.
Is roping a pussy move ? Why would i want to feel more stress then in life.
Even if i did become extremely good looking i would of just commit lust and pride
.
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