i want to stop taking my prescribed meds and need help

[mexichango]

so i’ll stop taking my antidepressants antipsychotics and benzos because i don’t think they are working anymore what do you reccomend me to take ? i want antidepressants and benzos i like benzos for sleep i couldn’t sleep before i got prescribed this but im going to take a break and ill buy whatever they sell on indiamart pls give me recommendations i want something for da gaba because i was on tren (couldn’t sleep before hopping on, got prescribed this before hopping on) and im hopping back on tren and doing more than before with more stuff like halo and anadrol and gh but im on break because i dont have my hair ancillaries they are otw (ru58841) im 17yo born 09 and have ocd and autism that’s y i was prescribed this shit and no the tren isn’t making me crazy i was chill on tren and halo and when i hopped off my ocd and anxiety got bad again and imma stop taking these shit meds so pls give recommendations on something that they sell on indiamart i already take lemborexant but i want muh gaba shit benzos preferably idk what meds that aren’t benzos work on gaba shit