Zyros
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Managed to get lucky to stay young looking until my looks improved (not without YEARS of hard work) to the level of becoming above the average normie. All my former years of being a forced shut in because I was shut down when i tried to be social finally had paid off. I finally and genuinely enjoyed being social, making friends, nightlife and every kind of social situation from which I was "shadowbanned" in my former life. I was finally catching up and living my (thankfully extended) youth. Just as i begin to taste my new life covid happened and a literal socialpocalypse happens and everyhting remotely related to socialize dies for the first time in hundreds of years.
If I was superstitious I would legit believe there is some force up there out to sabotage me, one way or another. Bullied and mistreated most if my life. I manage to go up in the ladder and finally get to enjoy said life but then life itself is the thing that gets nuked, its just comical and ridiculous. Finally getting to live a normal life but then life as a whole dissapears. Its a fucking joke, like one way or another I don't get to enjoy life.
Not even gonna begin with how a big part of what improved in my life last years was finally not being insulted in the streets becauser of how I look, but now being actually above those who did, only for mandatory fucking masks to "equalize things" now. I dont want equality, not now that I finally got an advantage after all my life being disadvantaged, fuck that. Its like I said, I overcame my goofy looks but then looks stop mattering altogether because masks, another joke by this fucking life or whatever is directly sabotaging and negating one way or another every improvement I make in my life.
Its like being poor and suffering. You work hard and manage to finally achieve a confortable living worth of money, only for money to suddenly become value-less altogether and system dissapearing so your improvement is completely nullified.
Fuck covid. I want the life I was finally getting to live back.
If I was superstitious I would legit believe there is some force up there out to sabotage me, one way or another. Bullied and mistreated most if my life. I manage to go up in the ladder and finally get to enjoy said life but then life itself is the thing that gets nuked, its just comical and ridiculous. Finally getting to live a normal life but then life as a whole dissapears. Its a fucking joke, like one way or another I don't get to enjoy life.
Not even gonna begin with how a big part of what improved in my life last years was finally not being insulted in the streets becauser of how I look, but now being actually above those who did, only for mandatory fucking masks to "equalize things" now. I dont want equality, not now that I finally got an advantage after all my life being disadvantaged, fuck that. Its like I said, I overcame my goofy looks but then looks stop mattering altogether because masks, another joke by this fucking life or whatever is directly sabotaging and negating one way or another every improvement I make in my life.
Its like being poor and suffering. You work hard and manage to finally achieve a confortable living worth of money, only for money to suddenly become value-less altogether and system dissapearing so your improvement is completely nullified.
Fuck covid. I want the life I was finally getting to live back.
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