I was always perceived as a weirdo :(

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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
 
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You were probably molested no cap.
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
I'm sorry u feel this way but WE will be here for u
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
Surgery maxx or find a Godly woman
 
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rooting for you baby bro
 
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Atleast you have a 3:1 ratio

Thats better than having a social life
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
2d women are better anyway :love:
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
idk how to help u but ur def a great guy

u were the first one i talked to when i joined this forum back in june and u supported me

love u man
 
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idk how to help u but ur def a great guy

u were the first one i talked to when i joined this forum back in june and u supported me

love u man
I always support new users, I want everyone to feel good and comfortable here :feelsautistic:
Love u too:feelsautistic:
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
ily nestivv
if you ever need to talk to someone just pm me
 
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Me too buddy

No matter how hard you try to hide it they always smell it on you… nd seriously has to be the most brutal pill to swallow, if ND didn’t exist looksmaxxing probably wouldn’t even be a thing
 
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I'm sorry brother. Hopefully you'll find happiness in your life :feelsautistic:
Thank you, I hope you find a way to make a life for yourself that works as well bhai
 
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Sad to see the forum cutie pie struggling

If I saw you in real life i’d give you a hug
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
That's because you are. :feelshmm:
 
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We’re here for you, brother. I hope nothing but the best for you :)
 
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Brother, why I'm an easy target? :feelsgiga:
Because all you are is being a cutiepie. Everyone will smile to your face, but they don't really care about you.

You need to act in a way to garner respect as well. You are a man. You need to act like a man.
 
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They always called me "weird", they said I'm "different". I sometimes asked why they think I'm weird but no one could tell me why.
I simply was and am clinically autistic. I am completely socially and behaviorally impaired, and if it weren't for this forum, I would be completely alone.
Sometimes I tried to tell my peers I'm autistic but that didn't change anything - I was still treated like a weirdo :fuk::fuk::fuk::fuk:
How I'm supposed to find happiness in life, create my own family with women that will love me if I can't hold simple eye contact? :fuk::fuk:

I love you guys but I don't know how long I can substitute irl relationships with this forum :feelswah:
You are different.
In your own way, like everyone else.
You are the one that spreads happiness but doesn’t actually receive it.
I think the whole forum owes your kindness back to you.
 
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Embrace it
 
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Damn, i wanna give you a hug bro :feelsbadman:
 
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as a fellow autist i can relate to everything you said. its sad to accept that you will probably never live a normal life. it took me a long and painful journey to accept this but now im happier not having to live up to normie expectations

on behalf of all the users here i wanna thank you for all your love and support. your kind words are like source of comfort and peace for us. your presence here makes this forum a more beautiful place, a world of thanks, we all love you! ❤️
 
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