i was just eating

[trulyover626]

I was at a restaurant with 2 of my friends, we started talking before the food arrived, it was going smoothly and nothing bad happened, then when the food arrived I started eating, a couple of teenage girls, maybe 14-17, something like that started staring at me, and I was clearly fucking scared, so I tried to ignore them, they started giggling everytime they looked at me and I started tearing up because I was self conscious back then too, it was like 6 months ago, I kept eating and I made sure to wipe my eyes so they don't see me tearing up, they kept giggling, it was genuinely a fucking humiliation ritual, ever since then I haven't went out to a restaurant unless it was one that was filled with other guys so I don't get judged.
My life fucking sucks and I accepted it.