I was living the NT life in 2019. But mental ascension was nowhere near.

[Deleted member 17578]

Had a 19yo girlfriend, lots of parties and acquintainces I would chill with. Was part of a popular fraternity that I chilled with a lot of times.

Lots of things going well for me back then. But I remember feeling depressed, unconfident and low self-esteem still most of the time. Making it very hard to enjoy any of it, constant state of stress.

No suprise that it all came crashing down and all life quality was destroyed within ~6 months. Never have I reached a state close to this ever again.

Ascension is impossible

 

[Deleted member 27857]

then u wasn't NT my boy

 

[Deleted member 20399]

nostalgiaaaa. i remember u put me on ketamine when i was waiting for the cinema to start the shining

 

[Deleted member 17578]

then u wasn't NT my boy

impossible to have NT brain when u were abused as a child nigga. I am just looking to cure it smh.

 

[apocalypse]

My demons have not loosened their grip on me even for a second my whole life

 

[Deleted member 17578]

nostalgiaaaa. i remember u put me on ketamine when i was waiting for the cinema to start the shining

K-holing might be the closest i've been to NT-brain

 

[thereallegend]

this or death. money is your protection.

 

[Solar]

impossible to have NT brain when u were abused as a child nigga. I am just looking to cure it smh.

have you tried psychedelics? If you feel like you got nothing to lose, honestly just give ayahuasca a shot

 

[Deleted member 17578]

My demons have not loosened their grip on me even for a second my whole life

My demons tighten their grip strongely the more I 'improve' my life and try to pull away from it.

Only when I am high on drugs do the demons let go off me, as they know I will return to their grasp once the chemicals start wearing off.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

this or death. money is your protection.

I had a quarter million euros in 2021. But lost it all trying to get to a million.

Idk if money matters tbh.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

have you tried psychedelics? If you feel like you got nothing to lose, honestly just give ayahuasca a shot

I've done LSD, but drugs are just temporary.

 

[thereallegend]

I had a quarter million euros in 2021.

Could've paid off your student debt with that.

 

[Solar]

I've done LSD, but drugs are just temporary.

LSD comes from dark forces and drains you (Schizo time )

Try the natural stuff like shrooms or better ayahuasca

I have heard stories of them actual curing depression and addictions for good

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Could've paid off your student debt with that.

wouldve been dumb asf. Gotta become a millionaire.

 

[emeraldglass]

Had a 19yo girlfriend, lots of parties and acquintainces I would chill with. Was part of a popular fraternity that I chilled with a lot of times.

Lots of things going well for me back then. But I remember feeling depressed, unconfident and low self-esteem still most of the time. Making it very hard to enjoy any of it, constant state of stress.

No suprise that it all came crashing down and all life quality was destroyed within ~6 months. Never have I reached a state close to this ever again.

Ascension is impossible

Allemaal de schuld van Rutte.

 

[Sprinkles]

Lots of things going well for me back then. But I remember feeling depressed, unconfident and low self-esteem still most of the time. Making it very hard to enjoy any of it, constant state of stress.

mental scars never heal

you can only cope

 

[thereallegend]

wouldve been dumb asf. Gotta become a millionaire.

male life comes in waves

 

[Deleted member 17578]

male life comes in waves

as a truecel subhuman without family or friends, I needed millions to improve my life quality.

student loan debt was irrelevant during this time.

 

[Nectar]

2020 was when I was invited to loads of parties by girls (even stacies), now the blackpill had made me a kissless virgin coz I was close to sleeping with a girl until I found this website

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I was close to sleeping with a girl until I found this website

Like you were making out heavily and she was getting undressed, you took your pants off, your phone fell out of your pocket and it had this website open.
And then u ditched the girl and started browsing, never stopping?

Idk man, sounds like cope.

I found all this blackpill incel shit when I was KHHV 21yo in 2017. Then ascended in 2019 with stacylite. Then descended again to truecel.

 

[Deleted member 16275]

impossible to have NT brain when u were abused as a child nigga. I am just looking to cure it smh.

Who abused you

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Who abused you

parents, peers, teachers, everyone

 

[andy9432]

hows ur hairline

 

[Deleted member 16275]

parents, peers, teachers, everyone

In what ways?

 

[Deleted member 21735]

Had a 19yo girlfriend

mogs me

 

[Deleted member 17578]

mogs me

she was a whore, it was long-distance and it only lasted 3 months.

Looks+NT is what she had going for her.

 

[Deleted member 16275]

Have you ever been suicidal? How close you been to just ending it all?

 

[Deleted member 21735]

Looks+NT is what she had going for her.

literally all that matters for humans