thekidd8
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My ex lowkey raped me
Obviously if a man is coherent and able to physically stop a woman (like I was in this situation) it’s very different than when a women is held down and overpowered by a man. But regardless according to the definition of rape, I was raped.
One day I was with my ex did not want to have sex. I’m not sure why but when she made advances I explicitly said no. She was the one to pull my pants and underwear off me and have her way with my member. During this whole time I kept telling her no and to stop. She ignored me even when I tried to lightly physically stop her. I don’t know why I didn’t throw her off me, maybe a part of me did want to have sex. I was erect after all and I did cum. But I explicitly said no and to get off me.
Immediately afterward she broke down crying because she said she raped me. I comforted her and assured she didn’t but apart of me knew she did. She was the first woman to treat me right so I think that’s why I gave her a pass and convinced myself I wasn’t raped. I also had big abandonment issues and didn’t want her to leave because she felt like she violated me.
I don’t consider myself a victim. I’m not even sure if this is really rape. I’ve never told anyone. But I feel comfortable talking about this on here because of the anonymity. Wanted to get this off my chest.
Obviously if a man is coherent and able to physically stop a woman (like I was in this situation) it’s very different than when a women is held down and overpowered by a man. But regardless according to the definition of rape, I was raped.
One day I was with my ex did not want to have sex. I’m not sure why but when she made advances I explicitly said no. She was the one to pull my pants and underwear off me and have her way with my member. During this whole time I kept telling her no and to stop. She ignored me even when I tried to lightly physically stop her. I don’t know why I didn’t throw her off me, maybe a part of me did want to have sex. I was erect after all and I did cum. But I explicitly said no and to get off me.
Immediately afterward she broke down crying because she said she raped me. I comforted her and assured she didn’t but apart of me knew she did. She was the first woman to treat me right so I think that’s why I gave her a pass and convinced myself I wasn’t raped. I also had big abandonment issues and didn’t want her to leave because she felt like she violated me.
I don’t consider myself a victim. I’m not even sure if this is really rape. I’ve never told anyone. But I feel comfortable talking about this on here because of the anonymity. Wanted to get this off my chest.
