I went from clueless asian nerd to rotmaxxed loser

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I got bullied for looks my whole life but I coped that it was because i want confident enough

Then I got into bp and i ended up watching all of wheat waffles rehab room dbdr faceandlms etc

Then I realized I looked like shit and tried to convicne myself otherwise, but no matter where I posted people told me its over and im ltn

Even on reddit, people are saying im "kinda average" and other brutal shit like that to be nice bc they feel bad

Im an asian with no redeeming features and a horrible, anorexic type physique

I have no friends because bp made me nd and i stopped socializing properly, even though im 18 now and about to go to college i havent caught up

What should I do? Im not content with being ugly for the rest of my life.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

 

[toji.]

I got bullied for looks my whole life but I coped that it was because i want confident enough

Then I got into bp and i ended up watching all of wheat waffles rehab room dbdr faceandlms etc
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Then I realized I looked like shit and tried to convicne myself otherwise, but no matter where I posted people told me its over and im ltn

Even on reddit, people are saying im "kinda average" and other brutal shit like that to be nice bc they feel bad

Im an asian with no redeeming features and a horrible, anorexic type physique

I have no friends because bp made me nd and i stopped socializing properly, even though im 18 now and about to go to college i havent caught up

What should I do? Im not content with being ugly for the rest of my life.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

 

[green_fn_2033]

Make some friends in college asap. If you can't do it now, once you enter the workforce you're gonna really suffer. Take some real steps towards getting a social life.

 

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