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celtic incel
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I went out with a group of people my age for the first time in 3 years. It was the birthday of one of my friends from when I was younger and I heard his other friends weren't gonna make it so I thought I might as well show up so he wouldn't be to alone. The first part of the day was fine, we stayed at his house and caught up, I was on pregabalin so it made socialising with the people easier but then it gets later into the night and one of his friends show up about 10pm, he was about my height or a bit taller (6'1-6'2) and he drove so proposed to go to a sight seeing spot or whatever. We agreed and thought it was just gonna be us three. As soon as we get in the car he starts calling up people and this guy is like a mega socialite, manages to get a foid to sneak out of here house with pyjamas at like midnight and some other taller guy (6'2-6'3). That makes 5. My Pregab had worn off for the most part by now and I was no longer inhibited. We played imposter in the car on the way to the sight seeing spot (forest kinda place). It was fine at first although I couldn't look at or talk to the girl which made things awkward when she said she was cold and I was holding a jacket which I wasn't wearing and didn't offer it to her (this is when we just got to the spot). We go down some hill thing to find a goat we heard in the distance and on the way there is like a fence gate thingy and I was reading what was on it, pushing it a little by accident whilst the 6'3 guy was between the gate and I caught his foot and he responded with "are you trying to break my foot?". I apologised and then from there just felt embarrassed and went quiet for the rest of the trek. On the walk back they kept on saying "I forgot you were there" and "why are you so quiet" and stuff like that. They said "he's like the tour guide" and then made robotic sex sounds saying that's how I would sound if I had sex. I didn't know what to say the whole time and was just quiet for the rest of the way back. They wanted to make some dumb tiktoks and I said I didn't want to be in the vid. Ye, I was kinda just an autistic fuck the whole time, just kill me at this point. They were all like club goers, super nt and always talking about the women they slay and stuff. I think I will abstain from going out for another 3 years. I honestly thought they would have some sort of drugs which would help lower my inhibition but only alcohol which I can't drink and no one ended up drinking. Never doing that shit again.
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. I just pop a 300mg of I gotta go somewhere I gotta be low inhib and it last like 6 ish hours maybe 7 and even after that it’s like I’m still semi low inhib after being on it idk just don’t feel absolutely 0 anxiety
