Deleted member 6095
It's only begun
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Play this while reading if you want tbh ngl idk:
My life has been relatively easy until the last 4 years. I look upon each year after that point with regret and sadness. But that doesn't mean it's over. Like hell, "its over".
My life has barely begun and I need to start treating it like the journey it's supposed to be instead of a thing I'm passively maintaining.
I became depressed and posted on and modded incel subreddits for nearly 3 years, and then one day my friend @Native led me to a better place:
albiet it was a place full of narcy homosexuals, but they are what I could even begin to call as my friends now
my first couple of days consisted of me being a good greycel and reading every supplement megathread, and then downing pretty much every single pill my parents owned.
from then on I started to actually learn about the surgeries and facial features that actually mattered. I should have stopped there. I didn't even know there was an "Offtopic" section (JFL).
But then I found it somehow or another, and oh boy did the rotting begin:
As SOON as I woke up I instantly checked the site and the dopamine waking up to 100 looksmax notifcations was unreal
Alas there were some weeks where I got bored of looksmax and left for a while, but I always came back.
But posting my pic the other day has led me to realize I have potential and I'm just wasting it. All my problems that are "death tier" just need some work. Dickmaxxing + losing weight is the thing that will make the greatest change in my life, and now I will do whatever it takes.
I hope this motivates at least 1 rottercel. We are all gonna make it brahs.
My life has been relatively easy until the last 4 years. I look upon each year after that point with regret and sadness. But that doesn't mean it's over. Like hell, "its over".
My life has barely begun and I need to start treating it like the journey it's supposed to be instead of a thing I'm passively maintaining.
I became depressed and posted on and modded incel subreddits for nearly 3 years, and then one day my friend @Native led me to a better place:
albiet it was a place full of narcy homosexuals, but they are what I could even begin to call as my friends now
my first couple of days consisted of me being a good greycel and reading every supplement megathread, and then downing pretty much every single pill my parents owned.
from then on I started to actually learn about the surgeries and facial features that actually mattered. I should have stopped there. I didn't even know there was an "Offtopic" section (JFL).
But then I found it somehow or another, and oh boy did the rotting begin:
As SOON as I woke up I instantly checked the site and the dopamine waking up to 100 looksmax notifcations was unreal
Alas there were some weeks where I got bored of looksmax and left for a while, but I always came back.
But posting my pic the other day has led me to realize I have potential and I'm just wasting it. All my problems that are "death tier" just need some work. Dickmaxxing + losing weight is the thing that will make the greatest change in my life, and now I will do whatever it takes.
I hope this motivates at least 1 rottercel. We are all gonna make it brahs.
