I will be gone tomorrow.

[Deleted member 275]

Need to focus on getting out of this university and getting some sort of fun real life with meaning to myself, and people close to me. I am in my late 20s now (26yo) and it's kinda getting pathetic now to still be stuck in my failed childhood.

I need to start realizing that I will never get my childhood back and it was taken from me outside of my power. And there's nothing that I can do to fix it anymore. Even if I got some 16yo virgin JB girlfriend, it's not like it's the same as when you are that age yourself. My brain and life is different now. Social dynamics are entirely different now at my age. Although it's not bad for me to mostly socialize with guys in their early twenties and try to get a 18-19yo gf maybe like I did before. Those people are closer to my mental age.

What I can do is realize that I have still a lot of experiences I have never had before due to my lack of (social) development and that I can and should live more uninhibited than the average person to experience these things. Make mistakes, get lucky, get unlucky. Lower my expectations and stop looking back at my failed life, expecting my present life to somehow compensate for my past.

Ain't gonna happen. Nothing you do right now in the present, will ever compensate for your failures in the past. Nobody is going to feel sorry for you that you were a lonely subhuman and make it up to you in some type of way.
The lessons you drew from your past? Use them to your advantage now, but don't expect that being looksmaxxed is going to give you the huge quality of life to make up for your past. Enjoy the present, forget the past. Clean slate.

Time to move on.

I need to start a mental healing process and squeeze whatever life quality there is still left on this world for me before I inevitably end up 6feet below.

Cheers everyone. Looks are key to social acceptance, always remember that.

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Bye (in a nice way)

 

[Entschuldigung]

Mogs me cause white

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Getting older is a curse when you failed your developing years

 

[Deleted member 7044]

over im still stuck in the past and also in my 20s

 

[Deleted member 14323]

thanks for having one of the most fogger gif ever

 

[Deleted member 275]

Getting older is a curse when you failed your developing years

Getting older is a curse in general, everyone goes through this in one way or another at some point. But ofcourse when your childhood is failed, you have very little to look back on and it's like a black hole in your past you are trying to forget and not talk about.

And childhood/college experiences are going to be brought up a lot. By your friends, by your colleagues, by your future girlfriend/wife, and so on.
Not dealing with them properly, not getting over them and trying to put them away and forget them, is just going to make you feel bad in those scenarios. Not a good basis.

 

[WontStopNorwooding]

You are not leaving forever are you?

 

[Deleted member 275]

You are not leaving forever are you?

Last time I quit I was back a few months later. Could be something similar this time.
But from tomorrow I will be gone from here for a while as I want to be focused on more positive thoughts and ideas in my life right now.

 

[Deleted member 15060]

cope post university is a hell hole if you don't make 6 figures

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

imo the best way to cope is to stop thinking about it. i know its hard and practically impossible but try to enjoy your life the most you can. afterall life has no meaning

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

cope post university is a hell hole if you don't make 6 figures

cope, money is cope.

 

[Deleted member 15060]

cope, money is cope.

nah you got your own pad a bottle of Henny and some nice cloths and a whip you can pull some young thots

but you seem like the type of beta that wants a trad wife to mommy him while he plays pc games

 

[Deleted member 11758]

good luck bro, hopefully i can stop rotting on this forum so much once i recover from rhino and see my gf again

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

nah you got your own pad a bottle of Henny and some nice cloths and a whip you can pull some young thots

but you seem like the type of beta that wants a trad wife to mommy him while he plays pc games

trad virgin wife is all a man needs in life 100%

 

[Deleted member 15060]

trad virgin wife is all a man needs in life 100%

man child moment

 

[cvzvvc]

Good luck. You seem like a genuinely good guy, hope everything works out for the best

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

man child moment

i'll keep daydreaming about getting one inshallah

 

[Deleted member 15060]

i'll keep daydreaming about getting one inshallah

man up

 

[Deleted member 15060]

genuinely good guy

 

[cvzvvc]

 

[fukmylyf]

another statistic

 

[Deleted member 6128]

Less competition

Although I wonder if I will make it to 30

 

[Deleted member 756]

You’re a great guy bro you’ll be fine

 

[Deleted member 6128]

Need to focus on getting out of this university and getting some sort of fun real life with meaning to myself, and people close to me. I am in my late 20s now (26yo) and it's kinda getting pathetic now to still be stuck in my failed childhood.

I need to start realizing that I will never get my childhood back and it was taken from me outside of my power. And there's nothing that I can do to fix it anymore. Even if I got some 16yo virgin JB girlfriend, it's not like it's the same as when you are that age yourself. My brain and life is different now. Social dynamics are entirely different now at my age. Although it's not bad for me to mostly socialize with guys in their early twenties and try to get a 18-19yo gf maybe like I did before. Those people are closer to my mental age.

What I can do is realize that I have still a lot of experiences I have never had before due to my lack of (social) development and that I can and should live more uninhibited than the average person to experience these things. Make mistakes, get lucky, get unlucky. Lower my expectations and stop looking back at my failed life, expecting my present life to somehow compensate for my past.

Ain't gonna happen. Nothing you do right now in the present, will ever compensate for your failures in the past. Nobody is going to feel sorry for you that you were a lonely subhuman and make it up to you in some type of way.
The lessons you drew from your past? Use them to your advantage now, but don't expect that being looksmaxxed is going to give you the huge quality of life to make up for your past. Enjoy the present, forget the past. Clean slate.

Time to move on.

I need to start a mental healing process and squeeze whatever life quality there is still left on this world for me before I inevitably end up 6feet below.

Cheers everyone. Looks are key to social acceptance, always remember that.

What??

I thought u were committing suicide

Jigga why did you write a formal bye letter like this isn’t a fucking workplace it’s just a bunch of autists on an unknown site

 

[lasthope]

whats about your HT and your bimax?

 

[lasthope]

also how are you planning to get a 18-19 years old gf?

 

[Reckless Turtle]

C'ya next week

 

[Deleted member 275]

whats about your HT and your bimax?

I will still be getting my HT later this year. Bimax I'll have to see.

18-19yo will be gotten through socialcircle-maxxing, online-dating and going to parties/festivals.

 

[lasthope]

I will still be getting my HT later this year. Bimax I'll have to see.

18-19yo will be gotten through socialcircle-maxxing, online-dating and going to parties/festivals.

You are on fin right?
do you know if you will get a nw1 mogger hairline or a bit conservative?
i am thinking about doing HT also this year

 

[Deleted member 275]

You are on fin right?
do you know if you will get a nw1 mogger hairline or a bit conservative?
i am thinking about doing HT also this year

I am on fin for a year now yes. 3mg/week

I will be getting something like this. ~2500 grafts at 55grafts/cm^2.

I think this is like a norwood1.5 which I am fine with tbh. I will 100% come back here to share results once I had the operation and the healing process is finished.

 

[one job away]

Need to focus on getting out of this university and getting some sort of fun real life with meaning to myself, and people close to me. I am in my late 20s now (26yo) and it's kinda getting pathetic now to still be stuck in my failed childhood.

I need to start realizing that I will never get my childhood back and it was taken from me outside of my power. And there's nothing that I can do to fix it anymore. Even if I got some 16yo virgin JB girlfriend, it's not like it's the same as when you are that age yourself. My brain and life is different now. Social dynamics are entirely different now at my age. Although it's not bad for me to mostly socialize with guys in their early twenties and try to get a 18-19yo gf maybe like I did before. Those people are closer to my mental age.

What I can do is realize that I have still a lot of experiences I have never had before due to my lack of (social) development and that I can and should live more uninhibited than the average person to experience these things. Make mistakes, get lucky, get unlucky. Lower my expectations and stop looking back at my failed life, expecting my present life to somehow compensate for my past.

Ain't gonna happen. Nothing you do right now in the present, will ever compensate for your failures in the past. Nobody is going to feel sorry for you that you were a lonely subhuman and make it up to you in some type of way.
The lessons you drew from your past? Use them to your advantage now, but don't expect that being looksmaxxed is going to give you the huge quality of life to make up for your past. Enjoy the present, forget the past. Clean slate.

Time to move on.

I need to start a mental healing process and squeeze whatever life quality there is still left on this world for me before I inevitably end up 6feet below.

Cheers everyone. Looks are key to social acceptance, always remember that.

Last words and I bookmarked them. No bigger honor in this shithole than that.

 

[fukmylyf]

cope post university is a hell hole if you don't make 6 figures

legit staying in school forever

 

[fukmylyf]

@Syobevoli are u planning to livestream

 

[lasthope]

I am on fin for a year now yes. 3mg/week
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I will be getting something like this. ~2500 grafts at 55grafts/cm^2.

I think this is like a norwood1.5 which I am fine with tbh. I will 100% come back here to share results once I had the operation and the healing process is finished.

i think HT+Nt haircut will really do a favor for you
thought your recession wasnt that bad to be honest
but looks like nw3 to me. also the thinning hairs on the hairline didnt get better with fin?

 

[Deleted member 275]

i think HT+Nt haircut will really do a favor for you
thought your recession wasnt that bad to be honest
but looks like nw3 to me. also the thinning hairs on the hairline didnt get better with fin?

Nothing changed with fin. I am taking it to prevent any further balding, didnt grow back any hair or make the thinning hairs any better.

My recession is awful and the reason why I opted for this longer hair style to hide it. I will have more options after my HT.

 

[lasthope]

Nothing changed with fin. I am taking it to prevent any further balding, didnt grow back any hair or make the thinning hairs any better.

My recession is awful and the reason why I opted for this longer hair style to hide it. I will have more options after my HT.

Brutal I thought that fin will strengthen the thinning hairs
Brutal

yeah legit looksmax

 

[Deleted member 275]

Brutal I thought that fin will strengthen the thinning hairs
Brutal

yeah legit looksmax

Only works to undo some of the damage if you were actively balding when you started taking it,
My hairline has been like this since I was 16 and has stayed like this since forever.

 

[lasthope]

Only works to undo some of the damage if you were actively balding when you started taking it,
My hairline has been like this since I was 16 and has stayed like this since forever.

Same shit with my hairline
But the thinning hair on my nw2.5 confuse me
Like why there isnt a “clear” cut/line/separation

do you have also the thinning hair since 16?

 

[Deleted member 275]

Same shit with my hairline
But the thinning hair on my nw2.5 confuse me
Like why there isnt a “clear” cut/line/separation

do you have also the thinning hair since 16?

my hair has looked the same since 16.

My 3year older brother has a more recessed hairline though. And every other old male in my family is completely bald. So fin is a must for me tbh.

 

[lasthope]

my hair has looked the same since 16.

My 3year older brother has a more recessed hairline though. And every other old male in my family is completely bald. So fin is a must for me tbh.

Weird case

wait so but from mother side and father side are completely bald?

 

[Deleted member 275]

Weird case

wait so but from mother side and father side are completely bald?

Father side: Everyone bald.
Mother side: Half the men are bald.

 

[Deleted member 8244]

Bye bro thanks for your constructive criticism

 

[goat2x]

perfectly written ngl

you gotta accept your child hood might took a toll on your head but gotta move forward

 

[oldcelloser]

 

[Pythagoras]