majieto
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Its not my about looks, my height, my economical state, or other superficial things.
Im going to be lonely bc im uncapable of forming a REAL BOND. I just cant.
And it will sound edgy or smt, but im feeling great when i hurt people, lately i start thinking of killing.
Im very nihilist about society, why should i trust in a mask? Bonds are really easy to destroy. Jyou have a friend, then you stop to talking with him, ignore him, without a reason, pum u destroy a bond.
My mama really made a good job to bring me empathy and alot of stuff. But i think is slipping.
Today, no i do not get bullied. I can talk with other people, but i cannot control my true self.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, I ALWAYS BELIEVE PEOPLE LIKE ME THE BEST THEY CAN DO ITS TO SUICIDE. I AM NOT SCARED OF DEATH OR OTHER THINGS, BUT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING.
AND YES I GO TO THERAPY.
I WISH I WAS BORN AS A NEUROTYPICAL PERSON.
NTPILL IS THE HARDEST PILL TO SWALLOW
"Bu-but chad can act autistic and get love" bullshit, u live in a fking movie.
I Think the best i can do with this , is being alone.
Thats why i think i cant have a relationship with someone, bc if i trust her my trueself, she will die. I cannot trust in everyone, only with my therapyst.
They cannot see what i can see. I see masked people all the time, no one is revealing their trueself.
Its over if u are neurodivergent, never began when u have a different type of brain.
This is my opinion about my self, i know my place and the things i have, i can say i accept myself, i do not have any regrets about my choices, rather i think proud it.
Im going to be lonely bc im uncapable of forming a REAL BOND. I just cant.
And it will sound edgy or smt, but im feeling great when i hurt people, lately i start thinking of killing.
Im very nihilist about society, why should i trust in a mask? Bonds are really easy to destroy. Jyou have a friend, then you stop to talking with him, ignore him, without a reason, pum u destroy a bond.
My mama really made a good job to bring me empathy and alot of stuff. But i think is slipping.
Today, no i do not get bullied. I can talk with other people, but i cannot control my true self.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, I ALWAYS BELIEVE PEOPLE LIKE ME THE BEST THEY CAN DO ITS TO SUICIDE. I AM NOT SCARED OF DEATH OR OTHER THINGS, BUT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING.
AND YES I GO TO THERAPY.
I WISH I WAS BORN AS A NEUROTYPICAL PERSON.
NTPILL IS THE HARDEST PILL TO SWALLOW
"Bu-but chad can act autistic and get love" bullshit, u live in a fking movie.
I Think the best i can do with this , is being alone.
Thats why i think i cant have a relationship with someone, bc if i trust her my trueself, she will die. I cannot trust in everyone, only with my therapyst.
They cannot see what i can see. I see masked people all the time, no one is revealing their trueself.
Its over if u are neurodivergent, never began when u have a different type of brain.
This is my opinion about my self, i know my place and the things i have, i can say i accept myself, i do not have any regrets about my choices, rather i think proud it.
