I will be more active in this community from now on

[futureashtray]

I need to vent, I need to talk about my difficulty with women.

I hate this, I hate is so much, there are so many beautiful women in my school but I can’t have any of them.

I am not entitled to any of them but I wish I was, I wish they all were attracted to me the same way I am attracted to them

I wish I was taller, stronger, had wider clavicles, hah a huge dick, had a Chad tier face

But instead I am short and i see freshman who are taller than me while I am a junior

Why man why, all these attractive girls and I can’t have any of them. All I do is just stalk them every day on their socials. I have no personality, I am basically useless

I am quiet and look like a loser and am a loser to everyone

I wish I was Chad, if I was Chad I would be 6”4 with a basketball halo and I would be slaying every single girl I like but instead I am a short bum.

I wish they liked me, I wish they would look at me the way I look at them.

I need to relate to someone, I hate feeling these sort of emotions. Even though I do not believe in “love” I am still subconsciously attracted to women and it drives me insane, I wish I could experience women. I am ugly and short and I have no unique attributes. I wish I was attractive

I hope I can relate with someone. I am literally typing this while in class. I am literally covering my phone with my hair so no one sees what I am typing. I am a loser