ROPEBYATHOUSANDMOGS
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First I must mourn the time I have wasted on nonsense and thoughts that ultimately harmed my mind.
I forgive my past self for the foolish decisions I have made along the way. I am sure at the time it seemed like the right decision to make.
Why must I suffer? Why must I conform to the nonsense normies must accept to make this rickety machine keep on functioning? Everyday for me is suffering. As a hideous bastard life is not worth living. Norman's are suffering too constantly stressed constantly wanting drama in their life because tranquility is a sign of danger to them. To them life is a Rollercoaster. I do not want to be a Norman. To be one is to just exchanged my suffering for another. I want to eliminate all suffering in my life. That means I must become enlightened and become beautiful.
I realize as a hideous male I cannot one day wake up and just see my face have divine harmony and release an aura of healing that when one comes around it is like being healed. Such reality is one I must make for myself. I realize I do not control what others nor do I control the weather. I can only control my reactions to the situations that come my way.
I hope you too see the ridiculousness it is to try to fit in with the Norman's. I hope you can get rid of the hideousness clouding your mind too.
I will.update this thread with progress in 3 months.
I forgive my past self for the foolish decisions I have made along the way. I am sure at the time it seemed like the right decision to make.
Why must I suffer? Why must I conform to the nonsense normies must accept to make this rickety machine keep on functioning? Everyday for me is suffering. As a hideous bastard life is not worth living. Norman's are suffering too constantly stressed constantly wanting drama in their life because tranquility is a sign of danger to them. To them life is a Rollercoaster. I do not want to be a Norman. To be one is to just exchanged my suffering for another. I want to eliminate all suffering in my life. That means I must become enlightened and become beautiful.
I realize as a hideous male I cannot one day wake up and just see my face have divine harmony and release an aura of healing that when one comes around it is like being healed. Such reality is one I must make for myself. I realize I do not control what others nor do I control the weather. I can only control my reactions to the situations that come my way.
I hope you too see the ridiculousness it is to try to fit in with the Norman's. I hope you can get rid of the hideousness clouding your mind too.
I will.update this thread with progress in 3 months.
