I will likely never ascend

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90% of the time I just look like utter shit. It is brutal but ever since I realized this at around age 15, it has broken me down inside. I don't really know how to cope realizing that I will likely live life alone. It feels so boring, like what's the point of it all? I work my fucking ass off at work just to go home and sit there alone, in the silence. I don't understand what I should even do with myself. I can play video games and shit, but once I realize how alone I am I instantly get depressed. I simply don't understand how I'm supposed to live this boring, completely empty life.

I also have no family as well, none at all, so I really do feel alone. My parents have never once loved me either so I guess I've never really felt it before. Anyways, I hope you guys respond because I really do feel empty inside, completely and utterly empty.
 
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90% of the time I just look like utter shit. It is brutal but ever since I realized this at around age 15, it has broken me down inside. I don't really know how to cope realizing that I will likely live life alone. It feels so boring, like what's the point of it all? I work my fucking ass off at work just to go home and sit there alone, in the silence. I don't understand what I should even do with myself. I can play video games and shit, but once I realize how alone I am I instantly get depressed. I simply don't understand how I'm supposed to live this boring, completely empty life.

I also have no family as well, none at all, so I really do feel alone. My parents have never once loved me either so I guess I've never really felt it before. Anyways, I hope you guys respond because I really do feel empty inside, completely and utterly empty.
dont lose hope bro
even michael jackson in your avi ascended
 

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