I will live life like it is 2018

[Deleted member 6380]

In 2018 i was 13 and was on a 11 month nofap streak, i didnt even play videogames watch anime or waste my time, all i did was good stuff.

i will go back to how i was when i was 13.

(Mentally) ofcourse, back then i was better looking than now.

But also physically, now with way more wisdom.

I will use this forum max. 2 hours a day in sha Allah, then, 1 and a half, until i wont use it anymore in sha Allah.

 

[Deleted member 6380]

I will calculate the time and if i go past 2hours i will punish myself by cutting that off from videogame time since realistically i cant cut that off in 1 second.

but i will also abide by this hadith
Hanzalah Al-Usayyidi (May Allah be pleased with him) who was one of the scribes of Messenger of Allah (ﷺ), reported:
I met Abu Bakr (May Allah be pleased with him) he said: "How are you O Hanzalah?" I said, "Hanzalah has become a hypocrite". He said, "Far removed is Allah from every imperfection, what are you saying?" I said, "When we are in the company of Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) and he reminds us of Hell-fire and Jannah, we feel as if we are seeing them with our very eyes, and when we are away from Messenger of Allah (ﷺ), we attend to our wives, our children, our business, most of these things (pertaining to life hereafter) slip out of our minds." Abu Bakr (May Allah be pleased with him) said, "By Allah, I also experience the same thing". So Abu Bakr (May Allah be pleased with him) and I went to Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) and I said to him, "O Messenger of Allah (ﷺ), Hanzalah has turned hypocrite." Thereupon Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said, "What has happened to you?" I said, "O Messenger of Allah, when we are in your company, and are reminded of Hell-fire and Jannah, we feel as if we are seeing them with our own eyes, but when we go away from you and attend to our wives, children and business, much of these things go out of our minds." Thereupon Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said, "By Him in Whose Hand is my life if your state of mind remains the same as it is in my presence and you are always busy in remembrance (of Allah), the angels will shake hands with you in your beds and in your roads; but Hanzalah, time should be devoted (to the worldly affairs) and time should be devoted (to prayer)". He (the Prophet (ﷺ)) said this thrice.

 

[Deleted member 2100]

Nigga youre 15? You look like a grownass man

 

[Deleted member 7192]

Nigga youre 15? You look like a grownass man

Ong, nigga looks like he could have his own store and family

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Nigga youre 15? You look like a grownass man

Ong, nigga looks like he could have his own store and family

I am 16.

 

[Deleted member 773]

Shut the fuck up. 2018 sucked.