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TLDR: LITERAL CHILD ABUSE AND LOOKSMIN!!
first "dnr" worthy thread in a while
first "dnr" worthy thread in a while
this foid sabotaged my whole peak of puberty with her fucking “muh vegan diet” bs paired with a calorie deficit?! In the peak of puberty, hello?! “oh bruddah, you’re super hungry now but you won’t be in 10-20 minutes” like this is literal starvation wtf?? “nah all the other parents are stupid, i know what’s trooly good for you.”
after i told her that veganism was child abuse, my younger brother gets through the peak of his puberty properly, and now he stands just as tall as me, a shit ton more smv and mogs me facially to hell and back, this guy pulls like 7 girls a month without saying anything i fucking hate him.
this femlet also cucked my height genetics, most will say “muh muh 6’0 is tall!!”
mate… my dad is 6’5, i was meant to be his proud descendant.
now i’m stuck at the lowest acceptable height and the average in my school.
she also graced me with beautiful recession, subhuman bug eyes and one of the shittiest noses known to man she keeps reminding me of all while i can clearly tell fake praise hides projection and regret.
i get to see psychologists and doctors for the past 10 years because of her telling me to “muh open up” followed by “i won’t help you because i don’t want to, go see this guy immediately!!”
her shitty diet with high coffee sludge is also making her have vegancel rage quite literally every day, she’s so stressed over the littlest things it makes this household a putrid hell to live in unless i’m locked up in my room. always super agitated over everything and then acts all calm and wise afterwards like she didn't just lose it over spilled water a second ago.
i also have to beg every single time i need to buy something other than clothes, and as soon as i ask for cosmetic products SHE uses herself it’s “muh muh why so insecure?! why so body dysmorphic?! you’re perfect the way you are!!”
she feeds me so badly my dad quite literally moans when eating the meat i cook for myself some days but he doesn’t dare to speak up and just listens to her because she’s a “self-proclaimed nutritionist”. worse is that she keeps being a little retard and simulate like she's puking everytime i cook meat, sometimes i have to grill it outside in the rain because “it’s such a bad smell”.
“muh muh, i love you” but most of what she does to me is harmful overall and makes me even more suicidal day to day.
and then she’s surprised when i hate my life like are we fr?! “whaat?! it could never be the low T and light child abuse, no no no, oooooh it’s because it’s just a phase hahaha!! he needs more pills to take daily, za doctor said it was goood!!”
like holy fucking shit man i can't survive another 2 years before leaving, i might actually lose it really badly over the course of these next few months.
every day is making me feel sicker and sicker even considering to leave this house once and for all and just flee in nature to get insta-killed by a bear.
i can't with this life anymore, i can't breathe, i can't live, i can't talk and i can't move on. there's nothing i can do about it but cry, this is not a cry for help, just one big rant.
what she did will forever be unforgivable
every day is making me feel sicker and sicker even considering to leave this house once and for all and just flee in nature to get insta-killed by a bear.
i can't with this life anymore, i can't breathe, i can't live, i can't talk and i can't move on. there's nothing i can do about it but cry, this is not a cry for help, just one big rant.
what she did will forever be unforgivable