i will never have a normal life

[Abhorrence]

too non nt and mentally damaged
ascend me by 3 psl im still too far gone

i plan on going full monk mode and devoting myself to a purpose because there is no way out of my depression and existential crisis if i dont do something like that

people in this forum are relatively normal compared to me

 

[Abhorrence]

@TRUE_CEL i pray to Allah everyday

 

[Yuno_howitez]

im mentally ill but if i actually ascended 2 PSL I could turn it ALL back and slay even

 

[Vermilioncore]

It’s game over for you. Jigsaw type shit

 

[Abhorrence]

It’s game over for you. Jigsaw type shit

my soul needs peace

 

[Abhorrence]

im mentally ill but if i actually ascended 2 PSL I could turn it ALL back and slay even

i dont want to slay at all

 

[Gengar]

@TRUE_CEL i pray to Allah everyday

Mirin bhai. You deenmog me hard.

 

[Abhorrence]

Mirin bhai. You deenmog me hard.

no such thing as deenmogging
its all between the individual and Allah

 

[Gengar]

no such thing as deenmogging
its all between the individual and Allah

Brother, you pray everyday. I only pray sometimes during jummah. Therefore you are better than me.

 

[Abhorrence]

Brother, you pray everyday. I only pray sometimes during jummah. Therefore you are better than me.

im trying to find inner peace
i ended up really depressed because of my sins in the past

 

[Gengar]

im trying to find inner peace
i ended up really depressed because of my sins in the past

Repent, brother and vow to do never indulge in the same sins again. That is better for you.

 

[Abhorrence]

Repent, brother and vow to do never indulge in the same sins again. That is better for you.

i did, i learned from my mistakes

 

[Gengar]

i did, i learned from my mistakes

Good. Then forget about it and move forward. Good luck.