i will not would not could not stop until i change the past, and then after that i will start

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ive felt reality shift before and like a jump back in time and somehow i didnt experience a time loop either im schizo or time has to be remodeled and also i seemingly have injected an event into the future but im not sure if its happened (i could have forgotten) or when it will happen, but i know it will happen.