I will probably kill myself in my 30s

[Panzram]

I will turn 29 in May and the feeling is unreal. Where has my life gone? Spent in rotting and inactivity, or if not rotting doing shitty jobs and having no social life at all. I have nothing to look foward to. My brothers are both insane, each in their own way. We live in the same house and do not get along at all. I only wish my mom dies before I kms. I kinda love her, more pitty her tbh, and also hate her for the genetics and life she gave me. Still I would not like to hurt her so much that she has to burry me.

Any 30 yo cells here?

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Ill kill myself before i turn 16

 

[Panzram]

Ill kill myself before i turn 16

Don't do it that soon. Suffer some more.

 

[isegrim314]

It's not over until your 40s tbh. Try living another decade

 

[vevcred2_0]

don't

 

[manwtv]

I will turn 29 in May and the feeling is unreal. Where has my life gone? Spent in rotting and inactivity, or if not rotting doing shitty jobs and having no social life at all. I have nothing to look foward to. My brothers are both insane, each in their own way. We live in the same house and do not get along at all. I only wish my mom dies before I kms. I kinda love her, more pitty her tbh, and also hate her for the genetics and life she gave me. Still I would not like to hurt her so much that she has to burry me.

Any 30 yo cells here?

Im 17.5 and have already said im probably roping by 20 if shit doesn’t get any better

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I will turn 29 in May and the feeling is unreal. Where has my life gone? Spent in rotting and inactivity, or if not rotting doing shitty jobs and having no social life at all. I have nothing to look foward to. My brothers are both insane, each in their own way. We live in the same house and do not get along at all. I only wish my mom dies before I kms. I kinda love her, more pitty her tbh, and also hate her for the genetics and life she gave me. Still I would not like to hurt her so much that she has to burry me.

Any 30 yo cells here?

You need to get the fuck out of your parent's house dude. What the hell's wrong with you. I couldn't imagine continuing to live with my parents and siblings past 21 tops. Especially if you aren't doing anything with your life.

Get out by any means idiot.

 

[Panzram]

It's not over until your 40s tbh. Try living another decade

It truly is over if you are a failiure at 30. At 40 you are a walking joke, a 40 yo virgin incel imagine that lmao. I fear to live that long to lose the rage and get complacent with that pathetic life. The little youthful vigor I have left can help me kill myself. One needs to kill himself while still of sound mind and abilities. Its a hard thing to do and I might not be capable of it later in life, I am a coward.

 

[Panzram]

You need to get the fuck out of your parent's house dude. What the hell's wrong with you. I couldn't imagine continuing to live with my parents and siblings past 21 tops. Especially if you aren't doing anything with your life.

Get out by any means idiot.

This is the Balkans, you would not get it. Loser still I know but its not like in the US.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

This is the Balkans, you would not get it. Loser still I know but its not like in the US.

Find a way out. Aren't you part of the EU? Go somewhere else. Pick fruit or some shit. Experiences like that will help you to figure out your next move.

 

[Panzram]

Find a way out. Aren't you part of the EU? Go somewhere else. Pick fruit or some shit. Experiences like that will help you to figure out your next move.

Not a part of EU. Serbia. I have traveled around this stupid country and have lived in multiple cities for months at a time. All eventualy fails and I return home. I can't make anything work.

 

[Decha]

Approaching grand wizard status.
Brutal unc

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Not a part of EU. Serbia. I have traveled around this stupid country and have lived in multiple cities for months at a time. All eventualy fails and I return home. I can't make anything work.

Well shit, try South America or something. You can teach English.

 

[Lord Shadow]

are you a truecel? like unfixable failo tier or is it just ur situation all fucked up

 

[It'snotover]

You are going to regret it. Unfortunately nothing you can do about your genetics besides frauding with surgery.

 

[Lord Shadow]

@Gengar the only oldercel I know here, I forgot how old tho

 

[Panzram]

Well shit, try South America or something. You can teach English.

My father was a Canadian and I can get a Canadian passport anytime I want. I just see no use in going to Canada or the US or anywhere with no money or real skills.

 

[Panzram]

are you a truecel? like unfixable failo tier or is it just ur situation all fucked up

Right now I am but I was not that ugly as a young guy and did not have to end like this. Now its a combination of bad life situation, mental health, lost teeth and detorirated looks that has confounded me.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

My father was a Canadian and I can get a Canadian passport anytime I want. I just see no use in going to Canada or the US or anywhere with no money or real skills.

Listen fool. We're the same in that regard. My mother was a Canadian born citizen when I was born too. I can get the Canadian passport whenever I want. Just haven't got around to it either.

Anyways, get it. You can fill out the shit online. All you need is a copy of your father's birth certificate and it's easy as pie. Go to Canada. You can easily make more than $100k a year working in the oil fields in Alberta. Go and do it for a couple years then figure out what you want to do.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

rotting mogs

 

[Panzram]

Listen fool. We're the same in that regard. My mother was a Canadian born citizen when I was born too. I can get the Canadian passport whenever I want. Just haven't got around to it either.

Anyways, get it. You can fill out the shit online. All you need is a copy of your father's birth certificate and it's easy as pie. Go to Canada. You can easily make more than $100k a year working in the oil fields in Alberta. Go and do it for a couple years then figure out what you want to do.

Guess its worth a shot. Do they take people with no experience there? I can suffer anything and am quite tough when it comes to physical labor. Mentaly is where I am weak.

 

[Lord Shadow]

Right now I am but I was not that ugly as a young guy and did not have to end like this. Now its a combination of bad life situation, mental health, lost teeth and detorirated looks that has confounded me.

brutal man sorry to hear that, hopefully other members can remember that lookmaxxing is basically healthmaxxing and is a long term thing sounds like you didnt have much of a chance to change things from the beginning though but I'm hoping the best for you man doing anything is better than rotting find anything if you can to just get out there and try to change things not even about looks

mental health > looks

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Guess its worth a shot. Do they take people with no experience there? I can suffer anything and am quite tough when it comes to physical labor. Mentaly is where I am weak.

Yes, entry level. I can teach you how to get a job once your Canadian Citizenship Certificate is mailed to you. That's all you need to enter Canada and live there as a citizen. You don't need to get a passport or anything. You can apply for that later when you're in Canada. Fill out the shit online and fed ex or upload the copy of your father's birth certificate along with your own which has your father's name on it. The waiting/processing period is about 3 months if I remember correctly and you'll receive your Canadian Citizenship Certificate in the mail.

I was about to do the same thing but decided not to because I got a wife and a kid and didn't want to leave them. But they always need people to work as a floor hand and constantly hire a lot of people with zero experience because people can't hack it physically (cold and shit). Turnover rate is high. Look on the Facebook groups to get started. Contact me if you need help because I'm very good at getting jobs or learning how to get them.

 

[Panzram]

Yes, entry level. I can teach you how to get a job once your Canadian Citizenship Certificate is mailed to you. That's all you need to enter Canada and live there as a citizen. You don't need to get a passport or anything. You can apply for that later when you're in Canada. Fill out the shit online and fed ex or upload the copy of your father's birth certificate along with your own which has your father's name on it. The waiting/processing period is about 3 months if I remember correctly and you'll receive your Canadian Citizenship Certificate in the mail.

I was about to do the same thing but decided not to because I got a wife and a kid and didn't want to leave them. But they always need people to work as a floor hand and constantly hire a lot of people with zero experience because people can't hack it physically (cold and shit). Turnover rate is high. Look on the Facebook groups to get started. Contact me if you need help because I'm very good at getting jobs or learning how to get them.

I will maybe even do it bro. I have thought about it for years. I will keep you in mind, hope you don't leave this stupid forum by then lol. Thank you for this.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I will maybe even do it bro. I have thought about it for years. I will keep you in mind, hope you don't leave this stupid forum by then lol. Thank you for this.

I won't man. Just hit me up. I've heard Serbs are very tough. It's right up your alley.

 

[Panzram]

I won't man. Just hit me up. I've heard Serbs are very tough. It's right up your alley.

Phyically I don't fear any job or condition. I have been have half cooked picking the peppers in greenhouses in summer, drinking 6 liters of water a day, half baked in the sun picking watermellon all day, half frozen on a monuntain logging wood in the winter at 1000+ meters. Mentaly is where I could crack from lonliness in a foreign country or idk what else, alot of shit can get to you alone in a new country, starting from scratch.

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

I will turn 29 in May and the feeling is unreal. Where has my life gone? Spent in rotting and inactivity, or if not rotting doing shitty jobs and having no social life at all. I have nothing to look foward to. My brothers are both insane, each in their own way. We live in the same house and do not get along at all. I only wish my mom dies before I kms. I kinda love her, more pitty her tbh, and also hate her for the genetics and life she gave me. Still I would not like to hurt her so much that she has to burry me.

Any 30 yo cells here?

when did it start to go wrong? any tips on how to prevent such a life. I hope it gets better and you dont have to rope

 

[Panzram]

when did it start to go wrong? any tips on how to prevent such a life. I hope it gets better and you dont have to rope

I can tell you how it started but its a long story, tell me if you wanna hear it I will dm you. How old are you. To prevent it TAKE ACTION NOW. Do not delay nothing for even a day. There is alot of good advice here, one just must act now.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Phyically I don't fear any job or condition. I have been have half cooked picking the peppers in greenhouses in summer, drinking 6 liters of water a day, half baked in the sun picking watermellon all day, half frozen on a monuntain logging wood in the winter at 1000+ meters. Mentaly is where I could crack from lonliness in a foreign country or idk what else, alot of shit can get to you alone in a new country, starting from scratch.

I've done it a few times. You always meet new people. In fact, I've always said the best way to meet new people/friends is to travel or move abroad. Always will meet people in the same boat as you. A lot of people working in those Alberta oil fields are foreigners. Canadian born folks just can't hack it.

 

[rrm_ss2]

Ill kill myself before i turn 16

youre overthinking it bhai, you're not even that ugly

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

I can tell you how it started but its a long story, tell me if you wanna hear it I will dm you. How old are you. To prevent it TAKE ACTION NOW. Do not delay nothing for even a day. There is alot of good advice here, one just must act now.

sure man. im 15 rn, i think i am on the trajectory of a bad life I dont have anything good going on for me, days pass and I do nothing but rot away.

 

[Panzram]

days pass and I do nothing but rot away

That is the worst. Gotta do something man. It all sounds like water but its true. Follow looksmaxxing guides here, hit the gym, make friends, try god damn it. Rotting will get you where I am right now even if you have potential.

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

That is the worst. Gotta do something man. It all sounds like water but its true. Follow looksmaxxing guides here, hit the gym, make friends, try god damn it. Rotting will get you where I am right now even if you have potential.

I am moving schools next semester so I hope I can make a fresh start. Currently I have some friends but we dont really talk or have anything in common, I basically just use my phone through out the entire day at school. Ive started going to the gym a few weeks ago with a past friend and its been fun. Thankfully im not a truecel but my only gf has been the school thot and I havent had a gf since or have even talked to a girl alone this whole year.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I am moving schools next semester so I hope I can make a fresh start. Currently I have some friends but we dont really talk or have anything in common, I basically just use my phone through out the entire day at school. Ive started going to the gym a few weeks ago with a past friend and its been fun. Thankfully im not a truecel but my only gf has been the school thot and I havent had a gf since or have even talked to a girl alone this whole year.

Appreciate ur friends rn mogger

 

[Panzram]

I am moving schools next semester so I hope I can make a fresh start. Currently I have some friends but we dont really talk or have anything in common, I basically just use my phone through out the entire day at school. Ive started going to the gym a few weeks ago with a past friend and its been fun. Thankfully im not a truecel but my only gf has been the school thot and I havent had a gf since or have even talked to a girl alone this whole year.

Sounds like you will make it unless you fuck your life up through extreme negligence.

 

[yex]

I will turn 29 in May and the feeling is unreal. Where has my life gone? Spent in rotting and inactivity, or if not rotting doing shitty jobs and having no social life at all. I have nothing to look foward to. My brothers are both insane, each in their own way. We live in the same house and do not get along at all. I only wish my mom dies before I kms. I kinda love her, more pitty her tbh, and also hate her for the genetics and life she gave me. Still I would not like to hurt her so much that she has to burry me.

Any 30 yo cells here?

Only brutal because you spent all your time on bullshit instead of actually doing something and now instead of realising what you have done you decide to continue wasting your time on bullshit lmao

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

Sounds like you will make it unless you fuck your life up through extreme negligence.

thank you man ill try to start taking action

 

[Panzram]

thank you man ill try to start taking action

You have plenty of time, but only if you take action. If you rot the time will go by in a flash and you will be left with nothing. After taking care of looks learn to make money, idk go to a good colege study a useful field and you are set. If not become an electritian or a plumber, just aquire a skill that can help you make solid money. Not all of us can be vaporware sellers, tiktokers, scammers, traders and what not. As long as it makes you decent money it does not matter what you do.

 

[Lightskin Ethnic]

try your luck for one last time on gambling before doing anything

 

[batman1997]

Brutal how Life is..

 

[Panzram]

try your luck for one last time on gambling before doing anything

Tying my luck one last time is on my to-do list. I am one "So weary with disasters, tugged with fortune, That I would set my life on any chance, To mend it or be rid on ’t." as Shakespeare would put it.

 

[alexander57]

I was in the same situation until I was 25, then I joined the army to live in promiscuity and thus form social bonds with others and also to stop being a wagie. I saved a lot of money , NTmaxxed, softmaxxed and bought my own apartment at the age of 28, and that's when my social life really began, I started organizing quite a few parties at home, fucking roasties etc . im 31 now. This year has been shit for me, but im grateful for surviving, its all about being better than yesterday


being bitchy at life or wanting to rope wont solve your problems .Its not over , learn a manual work and move out from your family. Never get up bro , keep hustlin , keep grindin , shout for your dreams you can do anything you want, i promise you, you just have to take that first step that hard step of actually doing something

 

[Gengar]

@Gengar the only oldercel I know here, I forgot how old tho

I’m almost entering my 30s, just 7,5 more months to go.

 

[alexander57]

I’m almost entering my 30s, just 7,5 more months to go.

 

[Orc]

I hold on hoping I'll be loved some day but I don't realistically see it happen, nothing has gotten better over the years.

 

[Panzram]

I hold on hoping I'll be loved some day but I don't realistically see it happen, nothing has gotten better over the years.

In most cases it just gets worse as one gets older

 

[thereallegend]

You need to get the fuck out of your parent's house dude. What the hell's wrong with you. I couldn't imagine continuing to live with my parents and siblings past 21 tops. Especially if you aren't doing anything with your life.

Get out by any means idiot.

Why? I don’t understand. Family is life. Are you afraid of their judgement?

 

[thereallegend]

I was in the same situation until I was 25, then I joined the army to live in promiscuity and thus form social bonds with others and also to stop being a wagie. I saved a lot of money , NTmaxxed, softmaxxed and bought my own apartment at the age of 28, and that's when my social life really began, I started organizing quite a few parties at home, fucking roasties etc . im 31 now. This year has been shit for me, but im grateful for surviving, its all about being better than yesterday


being bitchy at life or wanting to rope wont solve your problems .Its not over , learn a manual work and move out from your family. Never get up bro , keep hustlin , keep grindin , shout for your dreams you can do anything you want, i promise you, you just have to take that first step that hard step of actually doing something

You were forcibly vaccinated to join the army

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Why? I don’t understand. Family is life. Are you afraid of their judgement?

No, but striking it out on your own after a certain time I'd essential for growth. Especially in this day and age.

 

[thereallegend]

No, but striking it out on your own after a certain time I'd essential for growth. Especially in this day and age.

Make your own money and keep it a secret. Being a rent slave is the opposite of independence.