I will vomit out my food

[Yuno_howitez]

So I am trying to leanmaxx and i thought it would be easy since i was always skinny (skinny fat) and always stayed one weight.

but no i got huge cravings and i ate mcdonalds fuckk i feel bloated now. should i vomit this food out? i wanna leanmaxx fast

or is that like a female thing to do ? BDD and shit? I'm at my worst mentally my face is full of bruises from brutal bonesmashing session and I feel sick and delirious, I think I got brain damage.

@mrriceguy @LastTemp @curlyheadjames @Iasacrko

 

[Deleted member 24444]

Based, I did it too from times to times when getting to sub 10% bodyfat

 

[Deleted member 21182]

So I am trying to leanmaxx and i thought it would be easy since i was always skinny (skinny fat) and always stayed one weight.

but no i got huge cravings and i ate mcdonalds fuckk i feel bloated now. should i vomit this food out? i wanna leanmaxx fast

or is that like a female thing to do ? BDD and shit? I'm at my worst mentally my face is full of bruises from brutal bonesmashing session and I feel sick and delirious, I think I got brain damage.

@mrriceguy @LastTemp @curlyheadjames @Iasacrko

I've also been bonesmashing and it completely hooded my eyes i have 0 upper eyelid exposure now

 

[Deleted member 22829]

So I am trying to leanmaxx and i thought it would be easy since i was always skinny (skinny fat) and always stayed one weight.

but no i got huge cravings and i ate mcdonalds fuckk i feel bloated now. should i vomit this food out? i wanna leanmaxx fast

or is that like a female thing to do ? BDD and shit? I'm at my worst mentally my face is full of bruises from brutal bonesmashing session and I feel sick and delirious, I think I got brain damage.

@mrriceguy @LastTemp @curlyheadjames @Iasacrko

yes vomit

 

[Yuno_howitez]

okay here we go i never done this before

 

[Allornothing]

I’ve been in pretty much the same situation as you except without the typical eating disorder stuff (I just ate too much).

Just grow some guts and stop bone smashing for a bit to let the bruises heal (it gave me some nasty scars on my cheeks and ugly scar tissue buildup on my chin that hasn’t gone away) and then bone smash way gentler (you shouldn’t need to hit hard enough to cause bruising, just use knuckles).

Maybe do some exercise to compensate for eating a lot but overall it might just a coping mechanism for missing out in other areas of life so maybe start there.

Just don’t vomit though you will feel terrible and if you walk around like that with bruises you will create a lot of trouble at school and at home (this ruined my life until I got my shit together).