I wish I actually wasn’t autistic.

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Being autistic has not helped my life one bit. It has not given me any halo that people would love to larp with.

It gave me unnecessary emotional depth that I wouldn’t care to use.

It has given me a life where I couldn’t enjoy many foods because I’m a picky eater.

It has given me bullying and self-hatred. Autism has ruined my teenage years and people treat me like a weird joke who is too retarded to know what they’re intending.

Autism has given me the inability to read people. Autism has given me weak ability to have small conversations. Autism has given me the perpetual cycle of having people dislike me for things I can’t understand.

If I could sacrifice 15 points of my iq for autism to be removed. Id do it.

If researchers could find cure for autism I’d support it.

why couldn’t I be an actual neurotypical who didn’t have to watch his body and tone because people automatically mistreat you NO MATTER WHAT

 

[Prøphet]

The tradeoff of being aspie is comical

Your entire social life, every aspect of it, destroyed

Just for, if you’re lucky, some useless talent or hyperfixation

But what’s the point if you can’t even communicate with other people in our communication-based world

 

[V3xo]

dnr

 

[mltnisme124]

dnr

Omg look at muh dnr response

 

[fallen442]

dnr

tiktok buzzwords

 

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The tradeoff of being aspie is comical

Your entire social life, every aspect of it, destroyed

Just for, if you’re lucky, some useless talent or hyperfixation

But what’s the point if you can’t even communicate with other people in our communication-based world

Muh being autistic is a superpower when I was bullied my entire life and made fun of for anything and treated like a low functioning retard even though I can process and read and do things better

Nobody cares about you, and you will always be seen as a subhuman

 

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dnr

Cringe bitch

 

[6”3neartyronelite]

I always cringe seeing how autistic are villainised. some girl at my church is called “crazy” by people but she just doesn’t know when to stop laughing/speaking and everybody picks up on the autism and bullies her covertly

 

[Gajjo]

Being autistic has not helped my life one bit. It has not given me any halo that people would love to larp with.

It gave me unnecessary emotional depth that I wouldn’t care to use.

It has given me a life where I couldn’t enjoy many foods because I’m a picky eater.

It has given me bullying and self-hatred. Autism has ruined my teenage years and people treat me like a weird joke who is too retarded to know what they’re intending.

Autism has given me the inability to read people. Autism has given me weak ability to have small conversations. Autism has given me the perpetual cycle of having people dislike me for things I can’t understand.

If I could sacrifice 15 points of my iq for autism to be removed. Id do it.

If researchers could find cure for autism I’d support it.

why couldn’t I be an actual neurotypical who didn’t have to watch his body and tone because people automatically mistreat you NO MATTER WHAT

I’m so sorry you had to suffer through all of that bro. I hope everything gets better for you!

Much love from the silly cat

 

[AryanSchizo]

Are u actually autistic or larping ?
When did u get your diagnosis

 

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Are u actually autistic or larping ?
When did u get your diagnosis

At 5.

 

[AryanSchizo]

At 5.

Ok, I got mine at 9

 

[miserycel]

Being autistic has not helped my life one bit. It has not given me any halo that people would love to larp with.

It gave me unnecessary emotional depth that I wouldn’t care to use.

It has given me a life where I couldn’t enjoy many foods because I’m a picky eater.

It has given me bullying and self-hatred. Autism has ruined my teenage years and people treat me like a weird joke who is too retarded to know what they’re intending.

Autism has given me the inability to read people. Autism has given me weak ability to have small conversations. Autism has given me the perpetual cycle of having people dislike me for things I can’t understand.

If I could sacrifice 15 points of my iq for autism to be removed. Id do it.

If researchers could find cure for autism I’d support it.

why couldn’t I be an actual neurotypical who didn’t have to watch his body and tone because people automatically mistreat you NO MATTER WHAT

It is genuinely the worst. Especially when I see men objectively uglier than me pull women I could only hope to ever have, knowing I don’t even have the basic communicative skills to even show them I exist.

Being autistic will always be worse than being ugly

 

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I always cringe seeing how autistic are villainised. some girl at my church is called “crazy” by people but she just doesn’t know when to stop laughing/speaking and everybody picks up on the autism and bullies her covertly

People will literally make fun for the way you speak and I’m expecting for me to not have automatic defense mechanism when someone speaks to me. I’m always on guard and I can never relax because everytime I let it down, someone will use it to push the buttons to use my “weird” tendencies that I don’t understand what’s weird about to be a fucking subhuman that doesn’t deserve to be treated like a human.

 

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It is genuinely the worst. Especially when I see men objectively uglier than me pull women I could only hope to ever have, knowing I don’t even have the basic communicative skills to even show them I exist.

Being autistic will always be worse than being ugly

I wish lobotomy could work and make me a normal person that could play the social game and understand the right words and have the right social instincts

 

[6”3neartyronelite]

People will literally make fun for the way you speak and I’m expecting for me to not have automatic defense mechanism when someone speaks to me. I’m always on guard and I can never relax because everytime I let it down, someone will use it to push the buttons to use my “weird” tendencies that I don’t understand what’s weird about to be a fucking subhuman that doesn’t deserve to be treated like a human.

It’s ridiculous idk why people don’t have empathy for people different to them. It’s so socially acceptable to call ND people “off” or “weird”

 

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Tntd

 

[miserycel]

I wish lobotomy could work and make me a normal person that could play the social game and understand the right words and have the right social instincts

I swear man.

Autism genuinely ruined my life on so many levels, my entire adolescence was just ripped to shreds because of it and I can’t even begin to describe it to people and if I somehow do they’ll just look at you and go “doesn’t autism mean you’re really into trains or some shit “

 

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I swear man.

Autism genuinely ruined my life on so many levels, my entire adolescence was just ripped to shreds because of it and I can’t even begin to describe it to people and if I somehow do they’ll just look at you and go “doesn’t autism mean you’re really into trains or some shit “

Autism is when goth girls monster trains