I wish I ceased to exist

[whatseventhepoint]

Ever since I found out abt the concept of genetic determinism my whole life, wether it be interactions with people started to make so much more sense. Sure they were "polite" to me but looking back there was always this underlying feeling through there body language that they just pitied me and my existence. Most days I wish I could just die in my sleep so I could dream forever, sub 5 hell is brutal

 

[DazzlingMonkey]

I see a chair and rope in your future

 

[etrnl06]

Ever since I found out abt the concept of genetic determinism my whole life, wether it be interactions with people started to make so much more sense. Sure they were "polite" to me but looking back there was always this underlying feeling through there body language that they just pitied me and my existence. Most days I wish I could just die in my sleep so I could dream forever, sub 5 hell is brutal

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js prove everybody wrong, get rich and get hella surgery

 

[yushmaxx]

Ever since I found out abt the concept of genetic determinism my whole life, wether it be interactions with people started to make so much more sense. Sure they were "polite" to me but looking back there was always this underlying feeling through there body language that they just pitied me and my existence. Most days I wish I could just die in my sleep so I could dream forever, sub 5 hell is brutal

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bro probably 11 and watched too many sad tiktoks

 

[whatseventhepoint]

bro probably 11 and watched too many sad tiktoks

nah im 17 rn

 

[whatseventhepoint]

js prove everybody wrong, get rich and get hella surgery

Either way all these years of isolation and feelings of inferiority wont go away

 

[etrnl06]

Either way all these years of isolation and feelings of inferiority wont go away

they will once ur rich trust

 

[yetiorange]

social media is whats reinforcing this shit bro

look at your own life and evaluate it rather than letting tiktok’s meat grinder of insecurity send you down a path many of us go

 

[yetiorange]

Either way all these years of isolation and feelings of inferiority wont go away

I feel you bro

i played games all my entire teenage years up to 16yo and was a shut in, so i can defo relate

 

[whatseventhepoint]

social media is whats reinforcing this shit bro

look at your own life and evaluate it rather than letting tiktok’s meat grinder of insecurity send you down a path many of us go

You're right about the tiktok part but even in my real life I still see the concepts. like for example most couples in my school right theres this 6'2 dude with like a 5'2-5'3 girl yk what I mean? On top of that I had this convo with a senior he was like 5'7 but this guy was a htn+ and he was telling me its all about "Confidence" and that I should put myself out there. like bro if I put myself out there im getting my ass sent back inside JFL

 

[whatseventhepoint]

I see a chair and rope in your future