I wish I could be content to just lay down and rot

[Prøphet]

I wish I could just accept it’s over

I wish I could be at peace and know I would have no regrets doing this

But the truth is I will never be able to because of the way I am

I will never be happy giving up even though it’s the only logical solution for someone as fucked up in both the mind and body as me

 

[trvegoy]

I wish I could just accept it’s over

I wish I could be at peace and know I would have no regrets doing this

But the truth is I will never be able to because of the way I am

I will never be happy giving up even though it’s the only logical solution

if you wanna be a nihilist just take ash and kys when you grow old

 

[Psl King]

I wish I could just accept it’s over

I wish I could be at peace and know I would have no regrets doing this

But the truth is I will never be able to because of the way I am

I will never be happy giving up even though it’s the only logical solution

Keep trying mate. You may not reach you dreams but you will get a whole lot closer

 

[Prøphet]

if you wanna be a nihilist just take ash and kys when you grow old

What do you mean take ash

I don’t think anyone truly wants to be a nihlist

 

[Prøphet]

Keep trying mate. You may not reach you dreams but you will get a whole lot closer

It’s too painful every time I fail after giving things everything Ive got

I wish I could not give a fuck but it makes me so depressed and ruins my mood for the week

 

[amisci]

Just rope when you turn 30-35 its literally best age to take out a loan and die

 

[Prøphet]

Just rope when you turn 30-35 its literally best age to take out a loan and die

The decade I live until then will still be hell because I have so many problems with myself that need to improve so drastically just to reach the bare minimum for a social life

 

[amisci]

The decade I live until then will still be hell because I have so many problems with myself that need to improve so drastically just to reach the bare minimum for a social life

Do you really need to be social? Idk I never needed it that much maybe I am just too ND

 

[trvegoy]

What do you mean take ash

I don’t think anyone truly wants to be a nihlist

take ashwaganda for no cortisol (if you dont feel positive emotions anways why not "mute" the negative ones), js DNR the side effects and your range of emotions and hormones will shrink with roughly the same index as before, might have a net positive effect if you predominantly feel drives you dont want to

 

[Prøphet]

Do you really need to be social? Idk I never needed it that much maybe I am just too ND

Every human does imo

I don’t want too much either but I need some

I haven’t spoken to a human being my age in 3 years

I need friends at least

 

[amisci]

Every human does imo

I don’t want too much either but I need some

I haven’t spoken to a human being my age in 3 years

I need friends at least

Crazy man. I haven't had an actual social Convo with anyone irl for like two years now (no one talks to me in school some girls approach me either to make fun of me or because I look like an emo tard)

 

[Prøphet]

Crazy man. I haven't had an actual social Convo with anyone irl for like two years now (no one talks to me in school some girls approach me either to make fun of me or because I look like an emo tard)

That’s brutal man how are you not wanting to rope and shit when you see how you’re treated versus everyone else

 

[amisci]

That’s brutal man how are you not wanting to rope and shit when you see how you’re treated versus everyone else

I am literally the most abused dog ever. I probably just got used to it. I'll rope in 35 though cuz I am scared of age pill

 

[Prøphet]

I am literally the most abused dog ever. I probably just got used to it. I'll rope in 35 though cuz I am scared of age pill

Wtf bro there has to be some way out of this

There has to be

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Every human does imo

I don’t want too much either but I need some

I haven’t spoken to a human being my age in 3 years

I need friends at least

Me neither and im chill

I mean not spoken socially as leisure, i work with law so i have to talk to mfers from time to time

 

[amisci]

Wtf bro there has to be some way out of this

There has to be

No like idrc I am fine about living like I got desensitized but I am scared shitless when I see age pill. If I was told I'd be 5'5 but age less I would become 5'5

 

[Prøphet]

Me neither and im chill

I mean not spoken socially as leisure, i work with law so i have to talk to mfers from time to time

Wdym like college or are you older

How long have you not spoken socially