I wish I could go back in time.

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If I were able to go back in time and not malnutrition myself during my most important years for puberty maybe I would be tall.
If I were able to go back I would give myself all the nutrition or inject hormones I'd need for my bones to truly develop.
If I were able to go back in time I would've saved up more money so I could get my planned surgeries earlier.
If I were able to go back in time my parents wouldn't have caught me injecting shit.
If I were able to go back in time I would't have skipped 2 classes so I wouldn't lack behind in development making me an easier target for bullies.
If I were able to go back in time I would've never discovered this fucking forum.
If I were able to go back in time I wouldn't rate every singular person I see on the street subconsciously.