I wish I could re live the last 10 years of my life differently

[Jatt]

i was in grade 6 10 years ago

This is when my happiness peaked tbh

Everything started going downhill once I started to hang out with the bad kids

I won’t say what we did but it was pretty serious to the point the police came

I remember after I was ostracized by everyone my best friend of years said he couldn’t be my friend anymore cuz his mom said I was a bad influence

I remember crying in the bathroom stall at school after no one wanted to hang out at lunch

Then middle school started new school new friends some old

Life was going ok until I hit puberty I developed a porn addiction I was jerking off multiple times a day

Everyone was hanging out going outside while I rotted

It felt like the same day on repeat for the next 6 years

I didn’t get laid in hs didn’t go to a single party didn’t do a single drug or hit drunk

Now I’m nearly 22 in uni still I feel low iq no motivation to do anything no friends it’s the same day being repeated in a different setting

atleast I got laid but haven’t gotten any since it’s been more than 400 days

I really was things turned out differently even tho I try my best to be optimistic about the future its always looks bleek nothing interesting will happen with my life​

 

[farfr0m_4dam]

Damn sucks I’m 14

 

[Sceptical]

and worst of it all
you lost your khhv status to a black landwhale

 

[7pumpkins]

How will you feel in 10 years

 

[Jatt]

and worst of it all
you lost your khhv status to a black landwhale

Shouldn’t even count as losing virginity I’m basically a virgin still

 

[Sceptical]

Shouldn’t even count as losing virginity I’m basically a virgin still

 

[ꞨtüssyBoy]

i was in grade 6 10 years ago

This is when my happiness peaked tbh

Everything started going downhill once I started to hang out with the bad kids

I won’t say what we did but it was pretty serious to the point the police came

I remember after I was ostracized by everyone my best friend of years said he couldn’t be my friend anymore cuz his mom said I was a bad influence

I remember crying in the bathroom stall at school after no one wanted to hang out at lunch

Then middle school started new school new friends some old

Life was going ok until I hit puberty I developed a porn addiction I was jerking off multiple times a day

Everyone was hanging out going outside while I rotted

It felt like the same day on repeat for the next 6 years

I didn’t get laid in hs didn’t go to a single party didn’t do a single drug or hit drunk

Now I’m nearly 22 in uni still I feel low iq no motivation to do anything no friends it’s the same day being repeated in a different setting

atleast I got laid but haven’t gotten any since it’s been more than 400 days

I really was things turned out differently even tho I try my best to be optimistic about the future its always looks bleek nothing interesting will happen with my life​

The youth pill is the most brutal imo, I have more years to enjoy than many people, and that’s what I value

 

[Glorious King]

and worst of it all
you lost your khhv status to a black landwhale

Icing on the cake

 

[Jatt]

Icing on the cake

The fuel to the fire

The poo to the jeet

The cuck to the chair

 

[Glorious King]

The fuel to the fire

The poo to the jeet

The cuck to the chair

The bac to test

The cialis to dih

 

[Jatt]

The bac to test

The cialis to dih

My cock, in your mouth

 

[BrutusTheBulldozer]

I feel you