I wish I died when I was 16

[Hypergam0us]

best age ive been so far, entire life is a crisis, but I ascended and was slaying crazy htbs back then, I wish I died at the end of the summer

 

[Hypergam0us]

bump

 

[stalk]

If I had the choice I wish I died at 15

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

ar, entire life is a crisis, but I ascended and was slaying crazy htbs back then,

 

[superchud90000]

same but at like 10-11

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

If I had the choice I wish I died at 15

only right answer is wishing you were never born

 

[Amuzant]

Find reason to existence and you shall never live a meaningless day for the rest of your life.

 

[stalk]

only right answer is wishing you were never born

Started wanting to die at 15 partially why I chose 15

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

Find reason to existence and you shall never live a meaningless day for the rest of your life.

when you accomplish that reason what will you have?
its just meaningless cope

 

[Hypergam0us]

Find reason to existence and you shall never live a meaningless day for the rest of your life.

i cant find a meaning to live when im not allowed to leave the house and i live in vivarium

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

Started wanting to die at 15 partially why I chose 15

i feel for you man

 

[Amuzant]

when you accomplish that reason what will you have?
its just meaningless cope

The reason for a goal is that once you achieve it you often find another to continue from. More and more an endless insaitable desire that will never be fulfilled.

 

[stalk]

i feel for you man

peak life for me was 8-15 hopefully my 20’s are promising

 

[Amuzant]

i cant find a meaning to live when im not allowed to leave the house and i live in vivarium

Work visa overseas work experience

 

[jertbaksto]

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

The reason for a goal is that once you achieve it you often find another to continue from. More and more an endless insaitable desire that will never be fulfilled.

do you really think its that simple
just jumping from reaason to reason
arent you just a mule living from task to task at that point ?
go read educate yourself youre in no position to give advice

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

peak life for me was 8-15 hopefully my 20’s are promising

wishing you the best brodie

 

[Amuzant]

do you really think its that simple
just jumping from reaason to reason
arent you just a mule living from task to task at that point ?
go read educate yourself youre in no position to give advice

Im not taking education tips from a man who stated he consumed 80g of caffeine on a daily basis.

 

[Hypergam0us]

do you really think its that simple
just jumping from reaason to reason
arent you just a mule living from task to task at that point ?
go read educate yourself youre in no position to give advice

it is bro, purpose gives us meaning and i dont have a purpose right now and i oviously want purpose but my freedom is limited like an animal in a zoo

 

[stalk]

wishing you the best brodie

You to man hopefully still in contact by then

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

Im not taking education tips from a man who stated he consumed 80g of caffeine on a daily basis.

no correlation
i recommend you read arthur shaupenhauer he spoke on that absolute retardation of an advice you gave

 

[Amuzant]

no correlation
i recommend you read arthur shaupenhauer he spoke on that absolute retardation of an advice you gave

I recommend you kill yourself.

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

it is bro, purpose gives us meaning and i dont have a purpose right now and i oviously want purpose but my freedom is limited like an animal in a zoo

you do realise you can give yourself a purpose
but you will have no control over it you can work your ass off it might be accomplished or not its not in your hand
dont you see its foolish to live like this
find meaning in yourself dont give your self a task and call it meaning

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

I recommend you kill yourself.

ez go next

 

[Hypergam0us]

you do realise you can give yourself a purpose
but you will have no control over it you can work your ass off it might e accomplished or not its not in your hand
dont you see its foolish to live like this
find meaning in yourself dont give your self a task and call it meaning

ive given myself purpose, I know I have much less control than most people on here but my situation is seriously fucked, im not in a task mindset

 

[Mega21]

best age ive been so far, entire life is a crisis, but I ascended and was slaying crazy htbs back then, I wish I died at the end of the summer

I mean you still can if you don’t to be here message always open tho bro

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

ive given myself purpose

im not in a task mindset

have you ever simply considered to live ?
you can try
im not against that
but if it doesnt work out just know you tried and thats what mattered
just live
this mindset is the same as religion just existing for the sole reason to please god and live happily ever after
its just cope
process what your going through accept it and just live on
we live short lives bothering over follish things like this is just a waste of breath
enjoy your life to the best
and remember
you matter you are your own god
please him

 

[Hypergam0us]

have you ever simply considered to live ?
you can try
im not against that
but if it doesnt work out just know you tried and thats what mattered
just live
this mindset is the same as religion just existing for the sole reason to please god and live happily ever after
its just cope
process what your going through accept it and just live on
we live short lives bothering over follish things like this is just a waste of breath
enjoy your life to the best
and remember
you matter you are your own god
please him

you assume alot but I understand what your saying

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

you assume alot but I understand what your saying

i dont assume im just trying to prove an idea
i dont speak in a personal way i have no right to
i know nothing about you i know none of your hardships
im just trying to make a point

 

[Hypergam0us]

i dont assume im just trying to prove an idea
i dont speak in a personal way i have no right to
i know nothing about you i know none of your hardships
im just trying to make a point

your point has ran through my mind, nothing matters but where still here and have been for thousands of years because of the purpose to survive and win, Im not trying to cope whatsoever, its all just the cards ur dealt, I should be happy that im attractive, its what matters the most.

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

your point has ran through my mind, nothing matters but where still here and have been for thousands of years because of the purpose to survive and win, Im not trying to cope whatsoever, its all just the cards ur dealt, I should be happy that im attractive, its what matters the most.

here you go thats the spirit

 

[Hypergam0us]

here you go thats the spirit

but a good stable childhood is really important, I feel more like a product than a person and everyone acts morally superior when they just haven't been pushed to their limits yet

 

[filthycurrycel]

same lmfao have multiple attempts since i was 13

overfuel

 

[rollthefuckingdice]

but a good stable childhood is really important, I feel more like a product than a person and everyone acts morally superior when they just haven't been pushed to their limits yet

look i agree with you we are a product of our own environment
but that shouldnt stop us from changing and trying to be the best version of your selves
childhood is the most important phase of our lives
but just by simply realizing that you are basically able to not let it damage you in any way
you are what you are now due to several things that you experienced
viewing them in a negative way wont do you any good
and envying another life isnt gona do you anything good but dig you your own grave
just be thankful that you are aware enough to realize this and accept it

 

[Hypergam0us]

same lmfao have multiple attempts since i was 13

overfuel

my wrist looks like a failed circumcision

 

[filthycurrycel]

my wrist looks like a failed circumcision

Ouch

I can imagine that, i'm sorry bro

 

[Hypergam0us]

look i agree with you we are a product of our own environment
but that shouldnt stop us from changing and trying to be the best version of your selves
childhood is the most important phase of our lives
but just by simply realizing that you are basically able to not let it damage you in any way
you are what you are now due to several things that you experienced
viewing them in a negative way wont do you any good
and envying another life isnt gona do you anything good but dig you your own grave
just be thankful that you are aware enough to realize this and accept it

I agree with you, im doing the best I can to change myself and mainly my environment so I can be happy, Im not out of hope because ive been depressed way worse in the past, I need change and all I can do is apply it.

 

[thickbitch]

 

[Hypergam0us]

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[rollthefuckingdice]

I agree with you, im doing the best I can to change myself and mainly my environment so I can be happy, Im not out of hope because ive been depressed way worse in the past, I need change and all I can do is apply it.

im glad to hear that
just know that all what matters is that you tried
dont be harsh on yourself
take care