I wish I never discovered Porn

[LXR]

My father is a tobacco addict, so much so that he eats at least 6 times a day. I should have known, I would inherit an addictive personality, but I am too stupid. I clearly showcase compulsive behaviour with regards to porn. It doesnt really interfere with work but I have to go 5 days without porn to get hard to photos of naked women. I imagine that I have completely lost the ability to get erect to imagination. To add insult to injury, I have jerked off to all sorts of depraving shit. But when I am on NoFap, I clearly fantasize most about a cute next door girl on a date with me, doing romantic shit with her, and me making love to her. I guess thats what hurts the most, knowing that I have a part of me thats still normal but I am actively destroying it with my behaviour. I would'nt care if the type of shit I jerked off to didnt bother me, but I am afraid if I continue I'll just get off to more and more degenerate porn.

TLDR: Dont watch porn guys, especially when you are not over 21-25, it fried my brain

 

[LXR]

I started with lesbian porn at 14. Literally at the most important stage of my life

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

My father is a tobacco addict, so much so that he eats at least 6 times a day. I should have known, I would inherit an addictive personality, but I am too stupid. I clearly showcase compulsive behaviour with regards to porn. It doesnt really interfere with work but I have to go 5 days without porn to get hard to photos of naked women. I imagine that I have completely lost the ability to get erect to imagination. To add insult to injury, I have jerked off to all sorts of depraving shit. But when I am on NoFap, I clearly fantasize most about a cute next door girl on a date with me, doing romantic shit with her, and me making love to her. I guess thats what hurts the most, knowing that I have a part of me thats still normal but I am actively destroying it with my behaviour. I would'nt care if the type of shit I jerked off to didnt bother me, but I am afraid if I continue I'll just get off to more and more degenerate porn.

TLDR: Dont watch porn guys, especially when you are not over 21-25, it fried my brain

doesnt matter btw either way you were bound to experience sexual frustration and arousal when puberty starts, you might have not known about porn but trust me out of 365 days 1 day you will have a wet dream and you will chase that stimulus till you find it.

 

[LXR]

doesnt matter btw either way you were bound to experience sexual frustration and arousal when puberty starts, you might have not known about porn but trust me out of 365 days 1 day you will have a wet dream and you will chase that stimulus till you find it.

At least I should have stuck to photos or movies or audio or books. My impulsive risk loving behaviour has fried me. I wish I knew this stuff when I was a teenager.

 

[stonecold trucel]

yea bro I started watching porn at like 8 bro, ts actually fried my brain

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Channel the addiction into something productive

Life is all about replacing addictions

 

[psltristan1]

Brother I only watch porn when I want to jerk off no way people treat it like drugs

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

At least I should have stuck to photos or movies or audio or books. My impulsive risk loving behaviour has fried me. I wish I knew this stuff when I was a teenager.

sorry man, me personally i dont face this problem much cause i have some undiagnosed condition and i truly mostly cant feel shit. i do understand the urge but never gooned myself cause i never figured it out much

 

[LXR]

Channel the addiction into something productive

Life is all about replacing addictions

Yeah, I actually find new addictions all the time. I was once addicted to razors and spent an entire day classifying them into luxury, and cheap with respect to quality. Then there was a time when I was obsessed about NFL. But unlike porn, it doesnt stick. I think gaming and football comes closest

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Yeah, I actually find new addictions all the time. I was once addicted to razors and spent an entire day classifying them into luxury, and cheap with respect to quality. Then there was a time when I was obsessed about NFL. But unlike porn, it doesnt stick. I think gaming and football comes closest

Porn is a tricky one because it infests your brain when you’re really young usually

 

[LXR]

Brother I only watch porn when I want to jerk off no way people treat it like drugs

Yeah you wont get it and I dont blame you coz you are a better man than me. For people with addicitve personalities like me, you need a bigger hit and more novelty and you need more chaotic new shit because you become desensitised to the shit you watched yesterday. Now add to the fact that I did it 2 times a day everyday for the majority of my teens and it stacks up

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Yeah, I actually find new addictions all the time. I was once addicted to razors and spent an entire day classifying them into luxury, and cheap with respect to quality. Then there was a time when I was obsessed about NFL. But unlike porn, it doesnt stick. I think gaming and football comes closest

ive never heard of a razor addiction thats quite unique but i had an addiction with pokemon as well. went as far as celebrating some pokemons birthdays shit man, lifes crazy yk

 

[Quncho]

My father is a tobacco addict, so much so that he eats at least 6 times a day. I should have known, I would inherit an addictive personality, but I am too stupid. I clearly showcase compulsive behaviour with regards to porn. It doesnt really interfere with work but I have to go 5 days without porn to get hard to photos of naked women. I imagine that I have completely lost the ability to get erect to imagination. To add insult to injury, I have jerked off to all sorts of depraving shit. But when I am on NoFap, I clearly fantasize most about a cute next door girl on a date with me, doing romantic shit with her, and me making love to her. I guess thats what hurts the most, knowing that I have a part of me thats still normal but I am actively destroying it with my behaviour. I would'nt care if the type of shit I jerked off to didnt bother me, but I am afraid if I continue I'll just get off to more and more degenerate porn.

TLDR: Dont watch porn guys, especially when you are not over 21-25, it fried my brain

It's truly a destroyer of worlds. Very unfortunate it came to light so easily around the world.

 

[LXR]

ive never heard of a razor addiction thats quite unique but i had an addiction with pokemon as well. went as far as celebrating some pokemons birthdays shit man, lifes crazy yk

Yeah I hate it. I get obsessive with all sorts of stuff but porn is special because I started young. I used to be obsessed with football but with work I play less so its tapered off. But I have to fight myself physically to stop accessing porn because its so easy to do it. Sometimes I think I should throw away my laptop and phone into the garbage can

 

[vampireㅤㅤㅤ]

doesnt matter btw either way you were bound to experience sexual frustration and arousal when puberty starts, you might have not known about porn but trust me out of 365 days 1 day you will have a wet dream and you will chase that stimulus till you find it.

holy mother of gyat

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Yeah I hate it. I get obsessive with all sorts of stuff but porn is special because I started young. I used to be obsessed with football but with work I play less so its tapered off. But I have to fight myself physically to stop accessing porn because its so easy to do it. Sometimes I think I should throw away my laptop and phone into the garbage can

why not like try dopamine detox and maybe use even extrogenous hormones till your body doesnt need porn anymore

 

[LXR]

It's truly a destroyer of worlds. Very unfortunate it came to light so easily around the world.

The most frustrating thing is that I was told it was bad, but I chose not to listen. Literally feel like beating the man in the mirror for being so fuckin retarded. Its not like there was no one to guide me. Better late than never though, just have to treat it like alcohol addiction

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

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holy mother of gyat

if you really mirined you'd buy me vip

 

[LXR]

why not like try dopamine detox and maybe use even extrogenous hormones till your body doesnt need porn anymore

Its hard to source them here reliably, but I'll look into it thanks

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Its hard to source them here reliably, but I'll look into it thanks

np man if you need anything , summon me. have a great day

 

[Quncho]

The most frustrating thing is that I was told it was bad, but I chose not to listen. Literally feel like beating the man in the mirror for being so fuckin retarded. Its not like there was no one to guide me. Better late than never though, just have to treat it like alcohol addiction

The best thing one can do is realize and try to change for the future. Indeed better late than never.

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

The best thing one can do is realize and try to change for the future. Indeed better late than never.

help me make some buckaroos bro, im broke

 

[Quncho]

help me make some buckaroos bro, im broke

Are you still in school? (College included)

If yes than don't worry about it yet

 

[giodd]

dnr but agree with title

 

[vampireㅤㅤㅤ]

if you really mirined you'd buy me vip

you’re not the @Pento to my @got.daim

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

you’re not the @Pento to my @got.daim

i was the @ of someone someday, he ghosted me tho. sad world

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Are you still in school? (College included)

If yes than don't worry about it yet

nigga fuck you, i aint trynna be no broke ass bum

 

[Quncho]

nigga fuck you, i aint trynna be no broke ass bum

Focus on school is what id tell you. Patience and work ethic are certainly some of the first skill sets you should learn. School actually teaches you that more than anything else really.

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

Focus on school is what id tell you. Patience and work ethic are certainly some of the first skill sets you should learn. School actually teaches you that more than anything else really.

this is like telling the average user here confidence is all that matters. mannnnnn just have a good day for fucks sake

 

[Quncho]

this is like telling the average user here confidence is all that matters. mannnnnn just have a good day for fucks sake

It's not the same. Confidence is trying to use a mask to pull something that appreciates something else. Work ethic is the building block for the very thing many on here seek, looks.

Keep in mind that the one who turns down every piece of advice is the one who finds themselves always asking for it.

 

[ivan.kuk]

It's good you recognize the harm in it. You're above most people already.

 

[Taylors_Lil_Ethnic]

It's not the same. Confidence is trying to use a mask to pull something that appreciates something else. Work ethic is the building block for the very thing many on here seek, looks.

Keep in mind that the one who turns down every piece of advice is the one who finds themselves always asking for it.

sure man 90% of the population whos broke and goes to school and have gone to the best schools are invalid and im SPECIAL. let that shii go cuh

 

[shandingo]

My father is a tobacco addict, so much so that he eats at least 6 times a day. I should have known, I would inherit an addictive personality, but I am too stupid. I clearly showcase compulsive behaviour with regards to porn. It doesnt really interfere with work but I have to go 5 days without porn to get hard to photos of naked women. I imagine that I have completely lost the ability to get erect to imagination. To add insult to injury, I have jerked off to all sorts of depraving shit. But when I am on NoFap, I clearly fantasize most about a cute next door girl on a date with me, doing romantic shit with her, and me making love to her. I guess thats what hurts the most, knowing that I have a part of me thats still normal but I am actively destroying it with my behaviour. I would'nt care if the type of shit I jerked off to didnt bother me, but I am afraid if I continue I'll just get off to more and more degenerate porn.

TLDR: Dont watch porn guys, especially when you are not over 21-25, it fried my brain

I think we all can relate. Don't be too hard on yourself , there is a reason why most are addicted to porn young, it is due to no interest from foids in your puberty years , do you think I would want to jerk off if I could get a respectable foid to at least hookup with like the rest of my normie white classmates. I fell into porn because I couldn't get girls ; not visa versa.

It is true , study dopamine, you will keep watching more and more depraved shit as your brain doesn't get the same dopamine hit from the regular shit you watched before. Always novel and more extreme. But what else is one to do , when no respectable foid seeks companionship from oneself , no-fap is no long term solution, especially with high libido.

 

[LXR]

I think we all can relate. Don't be too hard on yourself , there is a reason why most are addicted to porn young, it is due to no interest from foids in your puberty years , do you think I would want to jerk off if I could get a respectable foid to at least hookup with like the rest of my normie white classmates. I fell into porn because I couldn't get girls ; not visa versa.

It is true , study dopamine, you will keep watching more and more depraved shit as your brain doesn't get the same dopamine hit from the regular shit you watched before. Always novel and more extreme. But what else is one to do , when no respectable foid seeks companionship from oneself , no-fap is no long term solution, especially with high libido.

I agree, there must be a solution and even if its hard I must do it. The shame is too much to bear

 

[Quncho]

sure man 90% of the population whos broke and goes to school and have gone to the best schools are invalid and im SPECIAL. let that shii go cuh

With that kind of mindset few will achieve what they're looking for.

Fix your view man and actually take in what you're reading. God bless you brah. Wishing the best.

 

[Mess]

I don't think I've got a week within these past 6 years without jerking off.

 

[Quncho]

I think we all can relate. Don't be too hard on yourself , there is a reason why most are addicted to porn young, it is due to no interest from foids in your puberty years , do you think I would want to jerk off if I could get a respectable foid to at least hookup with like the rest of my normie white classmates. I fell into porn because I couldn't get girls ; not visa versa.

It is true , study dopamine, you will keep watching more and more depraved shit as your brain doesn't get the same dopamine hit from the regular shit you watched before. Always novel and more extreme. But what else is one to do , when no respectable foid seeks companionship from oneself , no-fap is no long term solution, especially with high libido.

It's truly a brutal cycle. But I found in highschool that I was still addicted when I finally got attention. Shits a drug.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Just block the websites if you can’t help yourself see it as a huge waste of time

 

[Eltrē]

Yeah, I actually find new addictions all the time. I was once addicted to razors and spent an entire day classifying them into luxury, and cheap with respect to quality. Then there was a time when I was obsessed about NFL. But unlike porn, it doesnt stick. I think gaming and football comes closest

Buddy those aren't addictions but rather just hobbies

 

[LXR]

Just block the websites if you can’t help yourself see it as a huge waste of time

I already have it for the past 5 days. But as you mentioned, I need a new addiction. And I have to intentionally make it stick. Also some other stuff like bricking devices to make it impossible all sources of porn whether donwloaded or not

 

[LXR]

Buddy those aren't addictions but rather just hobbies

Not if I am obsessed to the point I forget to eat. It usually happens for a couple of days for these then I go back to normal and forget about it

 

[Htnn]

i didn't develop any addiction when i found out about it at 11
And i can never, its irritating and disgusting as fuck

Can't relate to any of you

 

[Eltrē]

Not if I am obsessed to the point I forget to eat. It usually happens for a couple of days for these then I go back to normal and forget about it

Seems like you're trying to run away from something, porn is quite the escape

I mean sure you can pick up a nastier habit to drop this one, or you can take a proper look at yourself & your life and actually change something for the better

 

[LXR]

Seems like you're trying to run away from something, porn is quite the escape

I mean sure you can pick up a nastier habit to drop this one, or you can take a proper look at yourself & your life and actually change something for the better

I know and its the reason I havent touched alcohol and nicotine even though people at work pressure me all the time. I know for a fact that these will destroy me. I have done worse shit. I once played a game for an entire and completed it in a single sitting and never thought about it ever again. Thats when I knew I had a fried brain.

 

[ihatefoids65]

Both my parents are alcaholic so I get addicted to everything so easily

 

[shandingo]

I agree, there must be a solution and even if its hard I must do it. The shame is too much to bear

It's truly a brutal cycle. But I found in highschool that I was still addicted when I finally got attention. Shits a drug.

Absolutely , yet a solution seems near impossible. Sex drive is built into us biologically , all healthy young males are going to have high libidos ; that inherent desire needs to be realised. Thus making "No fap" not a option as purported by many RP grifters. I think the only realistic option is to find a relationship , even if you have to date down.

If you are sub-5 , save up for surgery and fix major flaws. If you are a normie then looksmax , and then spam dating apps , cold approach both day and night till you find something. It may take a 1000 tries and a lot of nos but I really see no other option. Watching porn all through your 20s to your 30s is definitely not a sensible option.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

I already have it for the past 5 days. But as you mentioned, I need a new addiction. And I have to intentionally make it stick. Also some other stuff like bricking devices to make it impossible all sources of porn whether donwloaded or not

Try reading or journalling bro help me a lot

 

[Quncho]

Absolutely , yet a solution seems near impossible. Sex drive is built into us biologically , all healthy young males are going to have high libidos ; that inherent desire needs to be realised. Thus making "No fap" not a option as purported by many RP grifters. I think the only realistic option is to find a relationship , even if you have to date down.

If you are sub-5 , save up for surgery and fix major flaws. If you are a normie then looksmax , and then spam dating apps , cold approach both day and night till you find something. It may take a 1000 tries and a lot of nos but I really see no other option. Watching porn all through your 20s to your 30s is definitely not a sensible option.

Shouldn't have to be that way but yet it is. Males weren't met to be so inactive during adolescence in this day in age. Not just sexually, but activity in general. This is why masculinity and testosterone are dropping like flies in males. We are being destroyed.

 

[shandingo]

Shouldn't have to be that way but yet it is. Males weren't met to be so inactive during adolescence in this day in age. Not just sexually, but activity in general. This is why masculinity and testosterone are dropping like flies in males. We are being destroyed.

I think there is two categories of people : Truecels , who will get arrested if they follow my cold approach advice and normies , who have checked out of the dating market due to poor treatment from foids , the state of modern women and then having to date down.

The first category , I truly have no solution for. The second , I think us normies just have to suck it up and deal with the fact you are going to have to put two times the effort as our fathers for a women who is half the quality of our mothers. Loneliness is brutal and you are correct males are not supposed to live this way.