I wish I never found this place, yet, I wish for life even less (Ambiguouscels GTFIH)

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

Newcel here. Born a genetic anomaly. Pre-civ would not have been kind to me. Now we have forums full of frustrated beautiful ones.

No-one know where I am from and 95% of people act hostile towards me because they can't pinpoint my race.

Am I the first Ambiguouscel?

 

[Deleted member 5859]

I’m not sure, you might be the first in .me

 

[Deleted member 4430]

WTF

 

[Deleted member 5583]

Not the first and not the last. Do you want to see my algae collection btw?

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

Not the first and not the last. Do you want to see my algae collection btw?

Okay, that's good, I guess. Yeah sure, anything to distract from the pain at this stage.

 

[Over]

Newcel here. Born a genetic anomaly. Pre-civ would not have been kind to me. Now we have forums full of frustrated beautiful ones.

No-one know where I am from and 95% of people act hostile towards me because they can't pinpoint my race.

Am I the first Ambiguouscel?

YOU:

ME:

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

YOU:
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ME:
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You mog me, but who mogs you? The silent spectre of time.

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

Seriously, I wish not to use this forum or take any more blackpills, I have had enough of this.
While there is much retardation present here also, there are a lot of reasonable and rational people that make arguments that I cannot refute.
And now where do I even go from here?
Maybe if I just spend the whole day here today, I'll be disgusted with myself enough to never return.
For now, allow me to contain my rage to this thread and hopefully clear this spook from my mind once and for all.

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

I do not wish to be here and I do not wish to know the truth, in all honesty.
To know that the blackpill is very much soon going to enter the Zeitgeist, like the fringe ideas before it, is extremely worrying for me. I will explain once I have showered and calmed down a bit.

 

[Achilles]

Seriously, I wish not to use this forum or take any more blackpills, I have had enough of this.
While there is much retardation present here also, there are a lot of reasonable and rational people that make arguments that I cannot refute.
And now where do I even go from here?
Maybe if I just spend the whole day here today, I'll be disgusted with myself enough to never return.
For now, allow me to contain my rage to this thread and hopefully clear this spook from my mind once and for all.

I do not wish to be here and I do not wish to know the truth, in all honesty.
To know that the blackpill is very much soon going to enter the Zeitgeist, like the fringe ideas before it, is extremely worrying for me. I will explain once I have showered and calmed down a bit.

The blackpill and these incel/trucel forums are all brutal as fuck that can seriously warp your mind. 4chan is fucking poison. this shit is not good for you mentally at all. i defo recommend not looking at this stuff it ruins your life.

 

[RAITEIII]

Bro why do u sound so retarded

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

Bro why do u sound so retarded

Can't help it, the result of a mind that has folded in on itself

 

[RaciallyAndrogynous]

The blackpill and these incel/trucel forums are all brutal as fuck that can seriously warp your mind. 4chan is fucking poison. this shit is not good for you mentally at all. i defo recommend not looking at this stuff it ruins your life.

Thanks for your reasoned understanding, again, while many on here will continue to send the usual forum abuse, there are individuals like yourself who will understand the struggle and provide fair warnings to new members. For that reason, it does make it harder to leave, somewhat ironically.

A 'great man' once said that "It is a test of man's character, how much truth he is willing to tolerate".

Which is how i feel going over the material here, a truth that is totally correct and at the same time totally detrimental to my mental health and understanding of the world.

I will not further lament on such things as it goes nowhere good, the best direction i can see now is operating in containment threads here and not going down the rabbit hole anymore than i already have.