I wish I never smoked

[jzo]

If I never smoked weed that one time, then maybe I wouldn’t have tried all the other stuff. Maybe I’d feel normal right now. I’ve not felt normal for 2 years now, I feel like I’m hovering over myself, and I also feel like nothings real. The doctors can’t help me, and any therapy I get doesn’t help either. I really wish I never smoked for the first time

 

[Petsmart]

Jizzo

 

[jzo]

Jizzo

nigga

 

[Cookie271]

weed is high iq

 

[jzo]

weed is high iq

The opposite

 

[Cookie271]

The opposite

I mean i haven't tried it yes so i'm noone to speak, what do you think is bad about it?

 

[MarreMishra]

If I never smoked weed that one time, then maybe I wouldn’t have tried all the other stuff. Maybe I’d feel normal right now. I’ve not felt normal for 2 years now, I feel like I’m hovering over myself, and I also feel like nothings real. The doctors can’t help me, and any therapy I get doesn’t help either. I really wish I never smoked for the first time

damn bro

 

[slaviccartfiend]

I love weed, if i didn't have weed pre-ascension I would've legitimately fucking roped

 

[strongmtn]

If I never smoked weed that one time, then maybe I wouldn’t have tried all the other stuff. Maybe I’d feel normal right now. I’ve not felt normal for 2 years now, I feel like I’m hovering over myself, and I also feel like nothings real. The doctors can’t help me, and any therapy I get doesn’t help either. I really wish I never smoked for the first time

my yart has turned my brain into slushy too

 

[jzo]

my yart has turned my brain into slushy too

I used to smoke spice. That shits given me dpdr and phycosis

 

[strongmtn]

I used to smoke spice. That shits given me dpdr and phycosis

i only do it sometimes now when i go to partys, im glad i never tried nothing else even tho ive been offered it so many times

 

[jzo]

i only do it sometimes now when i go to partys, im glad i never tried nothing else even tho ive been offered it so many times

Yeah I just drink now, I’ve been off everything else for a couple months

 

[satangoy]

could you be more specific what ur struggling with, i don't think the weed and "other stuff" are the cause of this there are plenty of people that use substances and feel normal after

 

[jzo]

could you be more specific what ur struggling with, i don't think the weed and "other stuff" are the cause of this there are plenty of people that use substances and feel normal after

Spice and mamba

 

[satangoy]

Spice and mamba

yeah but i was talking about the mental stuff how u feel thanks for sharing though

 

[FORTY6IX&TW0]

what your experiencing is called de-realization i had the same thing to then i started vaping and it went away

 

[jzo]

yeah but i was talking about the mental stuff how u feel thanks for sharing though

Oh it’s like my physical and mental side are no longer linked. I’m stuck in my head while my body is just automated. I also believe that nothings real and it’s all inside my head

 

[jzo]

what your experiencing is called de-realization i had the same thing to then i started vaping and it went away

How tf did u get it from vaping

 

[FORTY6IX&TW0]

How tf did u get it from vaping

no i got it from weed then i started vaping and it went away

 

[jzo]

no i got it from weed then i started vaping and it went away

Oh right

 

[satangoy]

Oh it’s like my physical and mental side are no longer linked. I’m stuck in my head while my nod is just automated. I also believe that nothings real and it’s all inside my head

ur struggling with derealization and yes it can often happen after weed usage so i was about to say whatever ur struggling with is probably genetic etc but no it's caused by the weed it's a typical symptom, just try not to stress about having derealization since it makes it worse

 

[jzo]

ur struggling with derealization and yes it can often happen after weed usage so i was about to say whatever ur struggling with is probably genetic etc but no it's caused by the weed it's a typical symptom, just try not to stress about having derealization since it makes it worse

This what I’ve been told many times. I don’t really think about it anymore but it’s been coming up two years now and it’s still here

 

[satangoy]

This what I’ve been told many times. I don’t really think about it anymore but it’s been coming up two years now and it’s still here

take naltrexone 100-250mg / day and don't stress about having this feeling just accept it and you'll be good to go

 

[milkshake_addict]

idk weed got me through shit times

 

[o_Owtf]

I had an experience like you on acid. The experience is really not what you expect it to be reality just bends. It's so damn unexpected that your brain has to throw out a lot of assumptions about how the world works, about what exactly reality is, and it's left in a terrible suicidal confusion that lasts for years.

We live in a fucked up transition period in history where drugs somehow are both demonized and glamourised, but there's no sensible middle ground. Wherever you turn you're either made to feel like an immoral criminal or a person who deserved to have a nightmare trip because that's what the holy toad, shroom, or whatever those psychedelic evangelists believe you needed for your "healing", there's nowhere to turn, especially not your family since they'll be so ashamed of you if you confess about what you did. The feelings of confusion and unreality become so strong that you go deep down in solipsism and question everything about what is real or not, and the thoughts become a compulsion. It consumes all your daily thoughts that you can count the sweet, sweet seconds after you wake up where you forgot that you did that stupid trip those years ago and threw your life away.

You're just another me except 2 years ago. I just wanna crawl through the screen and hug you, I wish I could convince you that everything will be fine cause it will be. You just need to be patient with yourself, just trust that your brain will repair. I told my family and friends about what I had done and even though it was difficult it was like a mountain was lifted off of my shoulders. It took me 4 years but I'm finally normal again, like I never took the drugs in the first place.

 

[jzo]

I had an experience like you on acid. The experience is really not what you expect it to be reality just bends. It's so damn unexpected that your brain has to throw out a lot of assumptions about how the world works, about what exactly reality is, and it's left in a terrible suicidal confusion that lasts for years.

We live in a fucked up transition period in history where drugs somehow are both demonized and glamourised, but there's no sensible middle ground. Wherever you turn you're either made to feel like an immoral criminal or a person who deserved to have a nightmare trip because that's what the holy toad, shroom, or whatever those psychedelic evangelists believe you needed for your "healing", there's nowhere to turn, especially not your family since they'll be so ashamed of you if you confess about what you did. The feelings of confusion and unreality become so strong that you go deep down in solipsism and question everything about what is real or not, and the thoughts become a compulsion. It consumes all your daily thoughts that you can count the sweet, sweet seconds after you wake up where you forgot that you did that stupid trip those years ago and threw your life away.

You're just another me except 2 years ago. I just wanna crawl through the screen and hug you, I wish I could convince you that everything will be fine cause it will be. You just need to be patient with yourself, just trust that your brain will repair. I told my family and friends about what I had done and even though it was difficult it was like a mountain was lifted off of my shoulders. It took me 4 years but I'm finally normal again, like I never took the drugs in the first place.

Thanks for this, it’s helped more than you know

 

[o_Owtf]

Thanks for this, it’s helped more than you know

No worries bro and seriously if you need help message me I know all the tricks to this hellhole cause I've been through it.

PS. Whenever you feel bad about the drugs you've done try looking at this image. I know it sounds silly but it honestly has made me feel a lot better on occasion when I was feeling really, really down about my derealization and solipsism.

 

[jzo]

No worries bro and seriously if you need help message me I know all the tricks to this hellhole cause I've been through it.

PS. Whenever you feel bad about the drugs you've done try looking at this image. I know it sounds silly but it honestly has made me feel a lot better on occasion when I was feeling really, really down about my derealization and solipsism.
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Thanks for this man, I appreciate it

 

[charm3]

im going through the same thing rn, time will heal but for now school feels like absolute torture

 

[c00lmoggertralalelo]

Don't smoke then