
Lonenely sigma
Future "username-o-plasty" candidate
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I don't mean stupid, just... simple. I wish I was straightforward.
I have a normal family, we are financially well-off, it could've been way worse in terms of looks... why do I have to feel all this constant and sharp pain?
I can't escape it, really. I chase the dream I will never have and feel broken in my situation even though its far from the worst.
I just can't see the step ahead of me - I want to be the most popular and loved one, I want THAT girl to like me, I want to be happy.
It seems as if I just can't be happy with what I have, whereas most people could at least function in my shoes, I feel heartbroken, sad, and quite literally - dead.
There is no escape. There never was and there never will be, but most people could still go on even with that knowledge; I can't.
I have a normal family, we are financially well-off, it could've been way worse in terms of looks... why do I have to feel all this constant and sharp pain?
I can't escape it, really. I chase the dream I will never have and feel broken in my situation even though its far from the worst.
I just can't see the step ahead of me - I want to be the most popular and loved one, I want THAT girl to like me, I want to be happy.
It seems as if I just can't be happy with what I have, whereas most people could at least function in my shoes, I feel heartbroken, sad, and quite literally - dead.
There is no escape. There never was and there never will be, but most people could still go on even with that knowledge; I can't.