MatchaMocha
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Most of my account has been fucking around but lately I've just been reading high IQ threads and taking notes.
Fuck, I hate it, I don't understand why I had to be born looking like the son a woods dwelling witch. Now I either have to save and spend a bunch of money on surgeries to fix it, or accept being treated like dirt. And the thing is, blue pillers chant "personality matters more!!" But it's just not true. Most people would rather sit with a hot person in silence than discuss anything interesting with some ogre. If you're ugly, you're bound to just wasting life away alone. You can accept yourself but nobody will accept you.
And the worst part about it is? For people like me and probably a lot of you reading it truly is a few millimeters of bone holding us back. Now that's not to discount how much it takes to grow any amount of bone, or change facial structure but all that softmaxx shit like mewing doesn't do anything after mid-late puberty for the vast majority of people. I have decent facial features, almond eyes, full lips, full lashes and brows, square chin and no chin recession. But, my jaw itself is narrow as fuck and I have a big ass forehead. I look like a have a protruding snout like a crocodile or dog does
and to add to that, my ears stick out. I ONLY look good with a "pretty boy" haircut. With short hair or a shaved head I look sick, like a damn cancer patient. I shaved my head recently and not even my friends treat me the same.
If my face was just a bit more compact and wide, I'd have a normal fucking life...
And watching my brother, who has a normal square face, waste his fucking luck by being a lardass recluse. God it just hurts, you got lucky with the genetic recombination and choose to waste it. Why couldn't I have gotten that? I'd put it to use much better than that fucking faggot. And sure, it could've been a developmental issue, I did mouth breathe as a child and slept an average of maybe 5 hours a night during most of my puberty. But what does it matter now? The damage is done and it will cost thousands to be treated like a normal human being.
It may not be over, but the climb is demoralizing. And if I ascend, will it have been worth it? People who are born attractive have no idea how the world functions and why people treat them the way they do, they just live and don't worry about the technicalities. I don't get that privilege.
Fuck, I hate it, I don't understand why I had to be born looking like the son a woods dwelling witch. Now I either have to save and spend a bunch of money on surgeries to fix it, or accept being treated like dirt. And the thing is, blue pillers chant "personality matters more!!" But it's just not true. Most people would rather sit with a hot person in silence than discuss anything interesting with some ogre. If you're ugly, you're bound to just wasting life away alone. You can accept yourself but nobody will accept you.
And the worst part about it is? For people like me and probably a lot of you reading it truly is a few millimeters of bone holding us back. Now that's not to discount how much it takes to grow any amount of bone, or change facial structure but all that softmaxx shit like mewing doesn't do anything after mid-late puberty for the vast majority of people. I have decent facial features, almond eyes, full lips, full lashes and brows, square chin and no chin recession. But, my jaw itself is narrow as fuck and I have a big ass forehead. I look like a have a protruding snout like a crocodile or dog does
and to add to that, my ears stick out. I ONLY look good with a "pretty boy" haircut. With short hair or a shaved head I look sick, like a damn cancer patient. I shaved my head recently and not even my friends treat me the same. If my face was just a bit more compact and wide, I'd have a normal fucking life...
And watching my brother, who has a normal square face, waste his fucking luck by being a lardass recluse. God it just hurts, you got lucky with the genetic recombination and choose to waste it. Why couldn't I have gotten that? I'd put it to use much better than that fucking faggot. And sure, it could've been a developmental issue, I did mouth breathe as a child and slept an average of maybe 5 hours a night during most of my puberty. But what does it matter now? The damage is done and it will cost thousands to be treated like a normal human being.
It may not be over, but the climb is demoralizing. And if I ascend, will it have been worth it? People who are born attractive have no idea how the world functions and why people treat them the way they do, they just live and don't worry about the technicalities. I don't get that privilege.
