
WELOVELOOKS
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I really do.
Anytime I have ever sincerely tried to talk to god I close my eyes and see a dark, empty, infinite void
I wish god would come talk to me, I wish he’d help me in my life, I wish I’d go to heaven. I don’t wanna die forever. I don’t want to leave my parents behind.
I try really hard to believe
The logical side of my brain is just too strong though and overwhelms it.
Never have I had some revelations, or god talk to me. Like does this mf just hate me or what, just doesn’t wanna talk to me for no reason when I am a person with a guilty conscious, I do feel bad about the bad things I’ve done in the past. I’m not a shitty person in my core and in my heart, yet god doesn’t wanna talk to me?
Anytime I have ever sincerely tried to talk to god I close my eyes and see a dark, empty, infinite void
I wish god would come talk to me, I wish he’d help me in my life, I wish I’d go to heaven. I don’t wanna die forever. I don’t want to leave my parents behind.
I try really hard to believe
The logical side of my brain is just too strong though and overwhelms it.
Never have I had some revelations, or god talk to me. Like does this mf just hate me or what, just doesn’t wanna talk to me for no reason when I am a person with a guilty conscious, I do feel bad about the bad things I’ve done in the past. I’m not a shitty person in my core and in my heart, yet god doesn’t wanna talk to me?