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I wish I had high enough IQ to make it through University
But no I flunked out as soon as studying got tough, I couldn’t stomach not having the working memory and pattern recognition of someone atleast one standard deviation above the mean.. Let alone the two SD’s above the mean I thought I had at the time.
It’s a lesson, I got through my entire life cheating and getting let off the hook, often told by my mentors and teachers growing up as “having potential.”
Growing up I considered my potential— AND actually seeing through to said potential one and the same. The two of which .., as opposed to REALITY(and not myself) are deemed as completely diametric to one another.
Instead IM STUCK IN AVERAGE IQ HELL
If I was higher IQ I wouldn’t be rotting in my room, I would have found a way to make it by now.
Instead I’m applying to jobs I can’t even commute to reliably because of how desperate I am. I’m constantly refreshing the Uber Driver App to see if my background checks went through every 30 minutes.
I’m such a fucking loser JFL
But no I flunked out as soon as studying got tough, I couldn’t stomach not having the working memory and pattern recognition of someone atleast one standard deviation above the mean.. Let alone the two SD’s above the mean I thought I had at the time.
It’s a lesson, I got through my entire life cheating and getting let off the hook, often told by my mentors and teachers growing up as “having potential.”
Growing up I considered my potential— AND actually seeing through to said potential one and the same. The two of which .., as opposed to REALITY(and not myself) are deemed as completely diametric to one another.
Instead IM STUCK IN AVERAGE IQ HELL
If I was higher IQ I wouldn’t be rotting in my room, I would have found a way to make it by now.
Instead I’m applying to jobs I can’t even commute to reliably because of how desperate I am. I’m constantly refreshing the Uber Driver App to see if my background checks went through every 30 minutes.
I’m such a fucking loser JFL
