I wish no good for anyone only suffering

[Jamal2222]

I don’t think the pain is ever gonna go away. I got bullied and made fun of by the jocks in highschool. One bad move freshman year and it was over for me from the start. I cucked myself, I was typically seen as a looser freshman year so that ended me, i was non nt and social akward so they finished me. I’ll never heal from this, i developed extreme social anxiety because of it.

 

[Deleted member 756]

where are you from?

 

[FastBananaCEO]

One bad move freshman year and it was over for me from the start. I cucked myself

Tbh that’s the reason a lot of people, myself included are here. I was doing so good at the beginning but I made the mistake of going non-NT after a bunch of mental breakdowns lmao

 

[Deleted member 6113]

I can relate to this. One bad move and my entire social life went down the toilet. Some bloke said his ms cheated with me. Not chad, so over. Just know you're always loved your soul is a divine infinite being <3

 

[Deleted member 7125]

where are you from?

He's from Uzbekistan

 

[Deleted member 756]

He's from Uzbekistan

Peter Cushing was a brilliant actor RIP

 

[FastBananaCEO]

I can relate to this. One bad move and my entire social life went down the toilet. Some bloke said his ms cheated with me. Not chad, so over. Just know you're always loved your soul is a divine infinite being <3

The worst part is that you can’t even build up rep. Once youre deemed unsuitable for society it’s over

 

[Rabbi]

Society will tell you to “get over it” and “pull yourself up by the bootstraps” anyways

 

[Deleted member 4612]

what grade are you in now OP? senior year of high school, or in freshman year of college?

 

[Jamal2222]

what grade are you in now OP? senior year of high school, or in freshman year of college?

Senior year hs

 

[Deleted member 4612]

Senior year hs

i see

well who knows, maybe college will be better. you'll get a fresh start at least, and if you looksmax it could be a good experience

 

[Ritalincel]

Hi.

 

[Jamal2222]

i see

well who knows, maybe college will be better. you'll get a fresh start at least, and if you looksmax it could be a good experience

I wish but i think i get stressed out about the past, i hope i can act completely nt in college tho

 

[Deleted member 6113]

The worst part is that you can’t even build up rep. Once youre deemed unsuitable for society it’s over

Small town too. Still have close friends but moved down the coast to the city, wasn't worth trying to get back what i had