I wish the brain could be turned off and I can live life autonomous

[Vermilioncore]

I wish my mind and sentience were gone and I was like a robot or animal who is “alive” but my liveliness is simply autonomous. No emotions, goals, etc.

Then I would be able to die

 

[Vermilioncore]

It’s easy actually

Easy for you to say, you’re a millionaire. I don’t even have a bed to sleep in and only have $5 to my name. I hope God continues to bless you and I pray that he destroys me even more. I want God to simply demolish me as if I’m Satan himself. And I want you to have all the money you could ever want

 

[Vermilioncore]

Don’t say that. Put your faith in God and watch your life change. Even when things don’t go my way like crashing my old Tesla, or messing up planning and having to buy another plane ticket, I still thank God cuz I always learn something from it

God loves you. God hates me. When he created you, he smiled and knew he created something worthy. When he created me he instantly hated me even more than he hates the devil.

All my faith is in vain. All this believing and all this praying and sticking up for God and he just betrays me.

 

[AbandonShip]

I wish there was some simulation machine you could put yourself in and live a life of chad millionaire.

 

[Vermilioncore]

I wish there was some simulation machine you could put yourself in and live a life of chad millionaire.

Same

 

[AbandonShip]

Same

Interesting fact: Did you know sea otters rape baby seals to death?

Nature is cruel and we are on the receiving end. Total pain is more than total pleasure and happiness.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Interesting fact: Did you know sea otters rape baby seals to death?

Nature is cruel and we are on the receiving end. Total pain is more than total pleasure and happiness.

This is an ugly world of pain. That’s why I need to drown out this world with constant video games, music, food, alcohol, etc. It’s a sad world nigga. The earth is just a blue ball of pain floating in eternal blackness

 

[AbandonShip]

This is an ugly world of pain. That’s why I need to drown out this world with constant video games, music, food, alcohol, etc. It’s a sad world nigga. The earth is just a blue ball of pain floating in eternal blackness

Don't drown the pain with drugs. It weakens your soul. Embrace it. Everyone is suffering. Happiness is temporary. Pain is eternal. We are in this together.

There is no evil entity causing this pain. There is no devil. A deer gets mauled to death by a lion. Do you think the deer deserves to live and lion deserves to starve? But that would cause pain to the lion. There is no escape. Pain has to exist. It's like entropy. Net sum is always greater than 0.

 

[Sphinx]

Don't drown the pain with drugs. It weakens your soul. Embrace it. Everyone is suffering. Happiness is temporary. Pain is eternal. We are in this together.

There is no evil entity causing this pain. There is no devil. A deer gets mauled to death by a lion. Do you think the deer deserves to live and lion deserves to starve? But that would cause pain to the lion. There is no escape. Pain has to exist. It's like entropy. Net sum is always greater than 0.

I need a drink..

 

[AbandonShip]

I need a drink..

Alcohol is for the weak

 

[Sphinx]

Alcohol is for the weak

When life nuking you year after year you don't ask questions, you drink that nigga up. cheers.

 

[AbandonShip]

When life nuking you year after year you don't ask questions, you drink that nigga up. cheers.

This is cope. You are strong. You can quit. You don't need something to fall back on. You can be independent

 

[Vermilioncore]

This is cope. You are strong. You can quit. You don't need something to fall back on. You can be independent

He isn’t strong though. @Sphinx is weak from all the punches life has thrown at him. A weak brittle little fuck on his way to the grave. Just like me.

 

[AbandonShip]

He isn’t strong though. @Sphinx is weak from all the punches life has thrown at him. A weak brittle little fuck on his way to the grave. Just like me.

You are stronger than you think. Don't give in to the demons son.

 

[Vermilioncore]

You are stronger than you think. Don't give in to the demons son.

I am not strong at all. And demons won. They came into my soul already. I’m fucked.

 

[AbandonShip]

I am not strong at all. And demons won. They came into my soul already. I’m fucked.

I have faith in you. You will rise above this. Stay strong.

 

[Sphinx]

He isn’t strong though. @Sphinx is weak from all the punches life has thrown at him. A weak brittle little fuck on his way to the grave. Just like me.

ngl I'm strong as fuck tbh god probably can't understand why I'm not dead already, screaming at his staff. but me being strong is still weak because I have to defend myself from nukes each year, that tend to make you weaker from all the radiation.

 

[Sphinx]

This is cope. You are strong. You can quit. You don't need something to fall back on. You can be independent

I'll stay drunk and high till I die. god use unconventional weaponry against me. what choice do I have?