I wish to feel something again.

[InanimatePragmatist]

You know there is at least one thing that can make me at least feel reality. That is stress, that is something, better than my pointless job and life. I am always masking around others, careful to be bluepilled and backwards just like the very humanimals I hate. Maybe one day I can have a fight with someone, maybe join a worthless war. I want to feel alive without feeling emotions. I want adrenaline.

 

[GodDeityEyeBro]

You know there is at least one thing that can make me at least feel reality. That is stress, that is something, better than my pointless job and life. I am always masking around others, careful to be bluepilled and backwards just like the very humanimals I hate. Maybe one day I can have a fight with someone, maybe join a worthless war. I want to feel alive without feeling emotions. I want adrenaline.

I can see the appeal but I have enough in my life to warrant any more problems. A war would be rather interesting to see once I finish university, though I will probably have to disable myself in some way to not get into a possible draft.