I wonder what went wrong growing up

[Jason Voorhees]

I wonder what went wrong growing up for me to end up like this. Something must have gone terribly wrong

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Many small things that probably added up. I wonder this aswell sometimes, but i can point out multiple BIG things that happened.

 

[Looks over NT]

indeed

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[asdvek]

It's because your mom didn't give you an exclusively raw animal diet since birth.

Same.

 

[Sektor]

The internet is the main part

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@5'7" 3/4s @Swarthy Knight @Chadeep

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Many small things that probably added up. I wonder this aswell sometimes, but i can point out multiple BIG things that happened.

True. For me it was some very simple dumb things I did in my final years of elementary school. Then those mistakes spiralled from there and fucked everything up going forward

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@imontheloose

 

[LosPollosTV]

Honestly, I think people truly underestimate the child development pill.
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My family is an interesting case study, because if you look at me amongst all of my siblings. You'll notice that between all of us, that since we were raised in completely different environments, we are composed of completely different values.

For example, my sister was essentially dragged along by mother her entire life, influencing her every decision, very hyper-controlling(probably because my mother had no control over other aspects of her life), and thus my sister (now going into her teenage years) has a much easier time going to church and reading her bible, then I ever could even in my twenties.

Meanwhile I-- who essentially was raised on cheap dopamine like gaming, porn, unsupervised internet use, i grew up online, my entire world is this. I can't even function in regular society, hopping from minimum wage job to minimum wage job, and I don't think it's an IQ thing(because ive been an amazing test taker my whole life)

If you want to come out a certain way, it needs to be reinforced in childhood, or else you will succumb to the same patterns in adulthood.