I would rather die in my 20s

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I’ve talked about this before, but I hate this idea that we are supposed to grow old, settle down, have kids, all that crap. I think anyone else could do it, but I’ll never see my self doing it

All these influencers I admire with fast cars and godly physiques that can’t be obtained without drugs, I really would prefer that life. These guys go out and make a video and get millions off of it, then they go and do a bunch of drugs and go to parties.

I’ve never had this, I’m a senior in high school and never gone to a party. Id rather take everything and let nature run its course. I love stimulants, I like to feel energized and I wish I could be in their shoes with all these luxuries.

I know truly the only way to do this route is to begin social media, which is something I’m beginning soon. I’ve grown very much more social compared to when I was a freshman. I feel like I can do it, I suppose hope is all I have. If it doesn’t work, then at least Ill be dying knowing I did something I wanted to do.
 
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Id say before 40 is a good range
 
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but life when you're 60 seems so chill just chilling all day drinking your ass off
 
I’ve talked about this before, but I hate this idea that we are supposed to grow old, settle down, have kids, all that crap. I think anyone else could do it, but I’ll never see my self doing it

All these influencers I admire with fast cars and godly physiques that can’t be obtained without drugs, I really would prefer that life. These guys go out and make a video and get millions off of it, then they go and do a bunch of drugs and go to parties.

I’ve never had this, I’m a senior in high school and never gone to a party. Id rather take everything and let nature run its course. I love stimulants, I like to feel energized and I wish I could be in their shoes with all these luxuries.

I know truly the only way to do this route is to begin social media, which is something I’m beginning soon. I’ve grown very much more social compared to when I was a freshman. I feel like I can do it, I suppose hope is all I have. If it doesn’t work, then at least Ill be dying knowing I did something I wanted to do.
You know you can do all of that and in the end still settle down and grow old
 
Id say before 40 is a good range
Not even, 30 at most. I really like the philosophy that all the great people who are remembered died young. Now, not that I’m comparing myself to some conquerer like Alexander or anything like that, but I can’t see myself wanting to grow old. I will enjoy my youth even if it’s actions kill me
 
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You know you can do all of that and in the end still settle down and grow old
Maybe I could, but I don’t know if I even want to get old entirely. You couldn’t do the things you can in your youth when you are 50, 60 years old. I think what I’m afraid of is my body growing weak, I wanna party and do all this adrenaline pumping stuff. I’m afraid of death, but I feel if I looked back on my life before I died and was truly proud of the stuff I had accomplished I’d be a little more at peace.
 
I’ve talked about this before, but I hate this idea that we are supposed to grow old, settle down, have kids, all that crap. I think anyone else could do it, but I’ll never see my self doing it

All these influencers I admire with fast cars and godly physiques that can’t be obtained without drugs, I really would prefer that life. These guys go out and make a video and get millions off of it, then they go and do a bunch of drugs and go to parties.

I’ve never had this, I’m a senior in high school and never gone to a party. Id rather take everything and let nature run its course. I love stimulants, I like to feel energized and I wish I could be in their shoes with all these luxuries.

I know truly the only way to do this route is to begin social media, which is something I’m beginning soon. I’ve grown very much more social compared to when I was a freshman. I feel like I can do it, I suppose hope is all I have. If it doesn’t work, then at least Ill be dying knowing I did something I wanted to do.
tales bro
 
Not even, 30 at most. I really like the philosophy that all the great people who are remembered died young. Now, not that I’m comparing myself to some conquerer like Alexander or anything like that, but I can’t see myself wanting to grow old. I will enjoy my youth even if it’s actions kill me
true but ey no matter how hard you try to preserve yourself for when you grow old your gonna suffer anyways im roping as soon as my back start to give up on me
 
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true but ey no matter how hard you try to preserve yourself for when you grow old your gonna suffer anyways im roping as soon as my back start to give up on me
I don’t think I’d have the guts to be one to directly kill myself ironic as that seems, I’d rather let drugs and lifestyle do that for me. Hopefully in a quicker manner like an overdose or heart attack not some prolonged issue. This may sound edgy but I’ve thought about the idea of documenting my life, doing all the drugs, parties, etc, then at a certain age, say 25, I would kill myself. I think the idea was more so to stand out through social media cause I’d never heard anyone do that, but I don’t think id realistically do that
 
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I don’t think I’d have the guts to be one to directly kill myself ironic as that seems, I’d rather let drugs and lifestyle do that for me. Hopefully in a quicker manner like an overdose or heart attack not some prolonged issue. This may sound edgy but I’ve thought about the idea of documenting my life, doing all the drugs, parties, etc, then at a certain age, say 25, I would kill myself. I think the idea was more so to stand out through social media cause I’d never heard anyone do that, but I don’t think id realistically do that
dont feel edgy bro i feel u i mean look apart from the documenting imo just enjoy life as much as you can while you can i started drinking from the ripe age of 14 but still i wouldnt wish this on anyone tbh
 
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