gihk342
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So for some context im pushing 17 and still a khhv asperger retard.
I dont look “bad” maybe like hltn when i fraud.
So one day my friends told me to download a dating app they tried out and so i did.
I got like 65 matches in 2 days and got the snaps of multiple foids, but there was one i grew particularly attached to.
And since im such a retard i fall in love veeery easily, i assume its cause ive been lonely and abused my whole life so i ended up lowkey growing very intense feelings towards this one girl.
I know this girl is a bop and sleeps around with anyone she can find, but i still cant help it and i know i will be heartbroken even though i have never met her.
Anyways there was this one night where she was done at a party and asked like if she could come over to me to sleep the night.
And ofc i wanted to say yes, but i live in a small apartment and dont have any personal room or bed. And on top of that my fucking parents werent even asleep at like 0130 which by then they usually are.
I got so mad i had crazy urges to not be “nice” to them if you get what i mean.
Anyways the next day i had a crazy argument with them, which ended in me not being allowed to have any visitors after 11pm AND my parents are unwilling to leave when i have visitors.
So basically i had to apologize to the girl and i got so sad and mad i ended up shedding a few tears, which i havent in a long time.
And to end the story, this is the second time ive been cockblocked in such a way.
And ive had to endure this bullshit parenting my whole fucking life.
I dont look “bad” maybe like hltn when i fraud.
So one day my friends told me to download a dating app they tried out and so i did.
I got like 65 matches in 2 days and got the snaps of multiple foids, but there was one i grew particularly attached to.
And since im such a retard i fall in love veeery easily, i assume its cause ive been lonely and abused my whole life so i ended up lowkey growing very intense feelings towards this one girl.
I know this girl is a bop and sleeps around with anyone she can find, but i still cant help it and i know i will be heartbroken even though i have never met her.
Anyways there was this one night where she was done at a party and asked like if she could come over to me to sleep the night.
And ofc i wanted to say yes, but i live in a small apartment and dont have any personal room or bed. And on top of that my fucking parents werent even asleep at like 0130 which by then they usually are.
I got so mad i had crazy urges to not be “nice” to them if you get what i mean.
Anyways the next day i had a crazy argument with them, which ended in me not being allowed to have any visitors after 11pm AND my parents are unwilling to leave when i have visitors.
So basically i had to apologize to the girl and i got so sad and mad i ended up shedding a few tears, which i havent in a long time.
And to end the story, this is the second time ive been cockblocked in such a way.
And ive had to endure this bullshit parenting my whole fucking life.