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When I was 15 I had recently finished the year with 4 diplomas which showed academic integrity and high marks. The months before that I had gone to a Model UN with some of my classmates and it was just a few of us there. 5 girls give or take and 4 boys from different grades. I was assigned near 2 of these girls (lets call them Z and B) and it was a 4 hour flight and we had managed to hit up some small convo.

It was a fun conversation because I remember talking about our hobbies, shared some music that we liked and some books we read.

After this Model UN, Z noticed that I was in a lot of her classes. And I felt kinda like when the popular kids call a disable person in their class their bestie. But I most of the time shrugged it off. But then she tries to talk to me and engages in convo UNIRONICALLY with me. This turned into friendship which I thought she was doing because she felt bad for me.

A couple years pass, I move and switch schools, completely forget about this interaction on the plane. Until she posts on her private story saying how she missed talking to me.

And after I saw this a wave of feelings hit me and Ive never felt recognised like this ever in my entire life. Is this what it feels like to have a genuine friendship with someone and they still remember you?

I yearn talking to someone and as the years pass they still know who I was. I want to be known as a friend they could talk to. I want to be recognised as a human being with feelings.

Its getting late lads. Good night :heart:
 
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When I was 15 I had recently finished the year with 4 diplomas which showed academic integrity and high marks. The months before that I had gone to a Model UN with some of my classmates and it was just a few of us there. 5 girls give or take and 4 boys from different grades. I was assigned near 2 of these girls (lets call them Z and B) and it was a 4 hour flight and we had managed to hit up some small convo.

It was a fun conversation because I remember talking about our hobbies, shared some music that we liked and some books we read.

After this Model UN, Z noticed that I was in a lot of her classes. And I felt kinda like when the popular kids call a disable person in their class their bestie. But I most of the time shrugged it off. But then she tries to talk to me and engages in convo UNIRONICALLY with me. This turned into friendship which I thought she was doing because she felt bad for me.

A couple years pass, I move and switch schools, completely forget about this interaction on the plane. Until she posts on her private story saying how she missed talking to me.

And after I saw this a wave of feelings hit me and Ive never felt recognised like this ever in my entire life. Is this what it feels like to have a genuine friendship with someone and they still remember you?

I yearn talking to someone and as the years pass they still know who I was. I want to be known as a friend they could talk to. I want to be recognised as a human being with feelings.

Its getting late lads. Good night :heart:
Lowkey DNR, but lowkey
 
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i relate
 
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When I was 15 I had recently finished the year with 4 diplomas which showed academic integrity and high marks. The months before that I had gone to a Model UN with some of my classmates and it was just a few of us there. 5 girls give or take and 4 boys from different grades. I was assigned near 2 of these girls (lets call them Z and B) and it was a 4 hour flight and we had managed to hit up some small convo.

It was a fun conversation because I remember talking about our hobbies, shared some music that we liked and some books we read.

After this Model UN, Z noticed that I was in a lot of her classes. And I felt kinda like when the popular kids call a disable person in their class their bestie. But I most of the time shrugged it off. But then she tries to talk to me and engages in convo UNIRONICALLY with me. This turned into friendship which I thought she was doing because she felt bad for me.

A couple years pass, I move and switch schools, completely forget about this interaction on the plane. Until she posts on her private story saying how she missed talking to me.

And after I saw this a wave of feelings hit me and Ive never felt recognised like this ever in my entire life. Is this what it feels like to have a genuine friendship with someone and they still remember you?

I yearn talking to someone and as the years pass they still know who I was. I want to be known as a friend they could talk to. I want to be recognised as a human being with feelings.

Its getting late lads. Good night :heart:
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cant relate
but im happy 4 u
 
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Only read the very last part, sleep well man :sleep:
 
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