I'd like to apologize if anyone have taken my characters out of context

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Big Jim's Worn Out Tire Sale is a character. What he experiences are of the fictional world. Which is of a parallel universe. Not this reality. Which is how most fictional writers create their work of art. But perhaps I went too far. As to sharing and writing fictional events on social media platforms. Like this one. I do not live inside a nuclear silo. The character does. I do not live among militia. The character does. I do not slay women every night. The character does. I do not have a 500+ bodycount. The character does.

And any other characters I've mentioned is also of that fictional world. I had no idea that some things I write might be taken literally. And for that, my sincere apologies.

I thought since I sucked at everything else then why not use my muse and see if I can be an author at the least. Many people throughout my years suggested this to me. "You should write a book!" However, the character's experiences of the past, most have been taken from my own experiences and perhaps, you know, embellished a little.

Once again, my apologies.

Sincerely,
Boo Boo the Farting Moose

 

[buckchadley31]

Basically I played Star Wars: The Old Republic today.. (for all that don't know what it is. It's a MMORPG [Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game] set in the Star Wars Galaxy 3600 years before the actual Star Wars movies)

And I found out that I'm officially a Mentalcel, that's the reason I'm Incel it's my mental shit. I have OCD that's for sure, it's still in a light form but super annoying. I started playing this Star Wars game a week ago and deleted my created Jedi character 6 or 7 time, and my Sith character 3 times... I then start to cry, scream and shake intensively. My breathing becomes heavy and fast and I get panick attacks when I don't delete the characyer, when I delete it I feel even worse because I deleted 4-5 h of playing time. It's not that bad because it's easy to get to lvl 20 in this game (MAX IS lvl 75 anyway) but it's still annoying to start at the beginning planet all the time.

I also hit my head and bite myself.

From this you can already see it's over.

I'm never satisfied with the game or how I portress in it, I want my Sith to be super evil and my Jedi to be good. So I'm never sure which answers I picked in the mission conversations because my Sith always needs to answer bad and my Jedi always good (but I can't remember it when I progress) my highest level was lvl 23 Jedi, I deleted it 3 days ago or so.

Now I deleted all my accounts and the game too. I won't play for a week or so I'm sick and tired. But I will play after the week.
Just taking a break.

From 2017 to 2019 I had extreme from of hypochondria I thought I had cancer and made my mom visit all the doctors to check (I didn't believe I was healthy) I thought I had all types of cancer you can imagine, it was funny as shit. (Well.. u know) I was only 15 and 16 at that time. It was a phase.

In 2015 at the Ebola outbreak in Africa I thought I had Ebola and we gonna die in Europe where I live ( I was only 12 and already had mental issues etc.) I cried and was scared to death because of Ebola.

Because of Coronavirus that peaked in February 2020, i was so concerned that when if found that the first confirmed case
in Europe was in my country too...

I called my mom crying and scared to death, I then left school without saying anyone that im going home. When I was home I cried in front of my mom had mental outburst and was lying in bed for 1 day.


So yeah I basically get nervous breakdowns at least twice a month where I cry loud and hit my head and harm myself with my nails (just scratching lmao)

I regularly get anger outburst and my room door has a big (prob 13 inch) hole in it. I made it with my fists.

Im also a friendlesscel, skinnycel, acnecel...

I have severe social anxiety. I was grocery shopping yesterday where I bought something for my gaming session.

I have summer holidays now (well I dropped out of highschool) I saw a group of 17-18 year olds at the grocery store.

Chad's and stacys who went to my school they graduated all. So the chads were like 6'2 and the stacys 9/10. I had a crush on one stacy, she is 2 inches taller than me LMFAO.

So I started blushing because I was mogged and a submissive bitch.

Because I had a mask on no one saw it, (but they saw that it's me just my face was covered)

I then started shaking and feeling dizzy because I was socially awkward and I also have severe social anxiety.


That's it, when you read this it's not over for you if you are not like me.


Bye

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[Deleted member 2403]

If I had a daughter and I had to choose someone from this forum to marry her I’d choose you

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Basically I played Star Wars: The Old Republic today.. (for all that don't know what it is. It's a MMORPG [Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game] set in the Star Wars Galaxy 3600 years before the actual Star Wars movies)

And I found out that I'm officially a Mentalcel, that's the reason I'm Incel it's my mental shit. I have OCD that's for sure, it's still in a light form but super annoying. I started playing this Star Wars game a week ago and deleted my created Jedi character 6 or 7 time, and my Sith character 3 times... I then start to cry, scream and shake intensively. My breathing becomes heavy and fast and I get panick attacks when I don't delete the characyer, when I delete it I feel even worse because I deleted 4-5 h of playing time. It's not that bad because it's easy to get to lvl 20 in this game (MAX IS lvl 75 anyway) but it's still annoying to start at the beginning planet all the time.

I also hit my head and bite myself.

From this you can already see it's over.

I'm never satisfied with the game or how I portress in it, I want my Sith to be super evil and my Jedi to be good. So I'm never sure which answers I picked in the mission conversations because my Sith always needs to answer bad and my Jedi always good (but I can't remember it when I progress) my highest level was lvl 23 Jedi, I deleted it 3 days ago or so.

Now I deleted all my accounts and the game too. I won't play for a week or so I'm sick and tired. But I will play after the week.
Just taking a break.

From 2017 to 2019 I had extreme from of hypochondria I thought I had cancer and made my mom visit all the doctors to check (I didn't believe I was healthy) I thought I had all types of cancer you can imagine, it was funny as shit. (Well.. u know) I was only 15 and 16 at that time. It was a phase.

In 2015 at the Ebola outbreak in Africa I thought I had Ebola and we gonna die in Europe where I live ( I was only 12 and already had mental issues etc.) I cried and was scared to death because of Ebola.

Because of Coronavirus that peaked in February 2020, i was so concerned that when if found that the first confirmed case
in Europe was in my country too...

I called my mom crying and scared to death, I then left school without saying anyone that im going home. When I was home I cried in front of my mom had mental outburst and was lying in bed for 1 day.


So yeah I basically get nervous breakdowns at least twice a month where I cry loud and hit my head and harm myself with my nails (just scratching lmao)

I regularly get anger outburst and my room door has a big (prob 13 inch) hole in it. I made it with my fists.

Im also a friendlesscel, skinnycel, acnecel...

I have severe social anxiety. I was grocery shopping yesterday where I bought something for my gaming session.

I have summer holidays now (well I dropped out of highschool) I saw a group of 17-18 year olds at the grocery store.

Chad's and stacys who went to my school they graduated all. So the chads were like 6'2 and the stacys 9/10. I had a crush on one stacy, she is 2 inches taller than me LMFAO.

So I started blushing because I was mogged and a submissive bitch.

Because I had a mask on no one saw it, (but they saw that it's me just my face was covered)

I then started shaking and feeling dizzy because I was socially awkward and I also have severe social anxiety.


That's it, when you read this it's not over for you if you are not like me.


Bye

Reply

Its a thing. Social anxiety. Some have it worse than others. It takes time. As for medications, I am not qualified to suggest or not. I, for one, can handle life without it. But I've known others who can't. Though most of them had some sort of drug or alcohol addiction. May have played a role in that.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I might have to retire this character. It never occurred to me that some may interpret fiction as non. But probably my fault for not wanting to leave the character in the pages. It felt like fun. To be BJWOTS. Oh, well.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Basically I played Star Wars: The Old Republic today.. (for all that don't know what it is. It's a MMORPG [Massive Multiplayer Online Role Play Game] set in the Star Wars Galaxy 3600 years before the actual Star Wars movies)

And I found out that I'm officially a Mentalcel, that's the reason I'm Incel it's my mental shit. I have OCD that's for sure, it's still in a light form but super annoying. I started playing this Star Wars game a week ago and deleted my created Jedi character 6 or 7 time, and my Sith character 3 times... I then start to cry, scream and shake intensively. My breathing becomes heavy and fast and I get panick attacks when I don't delete the characyer, when I delete it I feel even worse because I deleted 4-5 h of playing time. It's not that bad because it's easy to get to lvl 20 in this game (MAX IS lvl 75 anyway) but it's still annoying to start at the beginning planet all the time.

I also hit my head and bite myself.

From this you can already see it's over.

I'm never satisfied with the game or how I portress in it, I want my Sith to be super evil and my Jedi to be good. So I'm never sure which answers I picked in the mission conversations because my Sith always needs to answer bad and my Jedi always good (but I can't remember it when I progress) my highest level was lvl 23 Jedi, I deleted it 3 days ago or so.

Now I deleted all my accounts and the game too. I won't play for a week or so I'm sick and tired. But I will play after the week.
Just taking a break.

From 2017 to 2019 I had extreme from of hypochondria I thought I had cancer and made my mom visit all the doctors to check (I didn't believe I was healthy) I thought I had all types of cancer you can imagine, it was funny as shit. (Well.. u know) I was only 15 and 16 at that time. It was a phase.

In 2015 at the Ebola outbreak in Africa I thought I had Ebola and we gonna die in Europe where I live ( I was only 12 and already had mental issues etc.) I cried and was scared to death because of Ebola.

Because of Coronavirus that peaked in February 2020, i was so concerned that when if found that the first confirmed case
in Europe was in my country too...

I called my mom crying and scared to death, I then left school without saying anyone that im going home. When I was home I cried in front of my mom had mental outburst and was lying in bed for 1 day.


So yeah I basically get nervous breakdowns at least twice a month where I cry loud and hit my head and harm myself with my nails (just scratching lmao)

I regularly get anger outburst and my room door has a big (prob 13 inch) hole in it. I made it with my fists.

Im also a friendlesscel, skinnycel, acnecel...

I have severe social anxiety. I was grocery shopping yesterday where I bought something for my gaming session.

I have summer holidays now (well I dropped out of highschool) I saw a group of 17-18 year olds at the grocery store.

Chad's and stacys who went to my school they graduated all. So the chads were like 6'2 and the stacys 9/10. I had a crush on one stacy, she is 2 inches taller than me LMFAO.

So I started blushing because I was mogged and a submissive bitch.

Because I had a mask on no one saw it, (but they saw that it's me just my face was covered)

I then started shaking and feeling dizzy because I was socially awkward and I also have severe social anxiety.


That's it, when you read this it's not over for you if you are not like me.


Bye

Reply

But thank you for sharing that. That took some courage there.

For the last few days, I've gotten sick with "something else." Ugh. A spiritual parasite, ofc. Duh. What else could it have been? A cold? I don't get sick! NO VIRUS CAN PENETRATE MY SUPERIOR, POWERFUL BODY! So it was a soul-sucker. Probably carried to my location by some hellhounds. And I couldn't go to a prosperous retard for any advice; doctor. Did You Know? Medical visits are at its lowest in the nation? Yup! So when you do go, the assholes overcharges you. Trying to make up for their loss. Ugh.

But yeah, I think some witch evoked one against me. I was degrading psychics on Youtube calling them mentally ill and had others agreeing with me. Ugh! That enraged the witches! Perhaps, they united and attacked me together. "Ladies...let's teach this Big Jim how powerful our vaginas are!"

 

[Deleted member 1476]

I might have to retire this character. It never occurred to me that some may interpret fiction as non. But probably my fault for not wanting to leave the character in the pages. It felt like fun. To be BJWOTS. Oh, well.

noooooo don't go big jim where will i get my tires from !

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

noooooo don't go big jim where will i get my tires from !

I may have to, jm10. Even intelligence isn't always intelligent. And the character, perhaps, attracted that old soul of liberty. And she's wondering, "What-the-fuck is this?" Ugh.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Keep doing that, I love reading your stuff tbh, how hold are you? how are you doing in life btw, im curious.

I'm not a kid. But not a boomer either. I don't even know if my age is correct. Too much mystery growing up. I don't need possessions as to expensive shit. I'm filthy rich, spiritually.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

ok so you are 30

I feel like I'm 23.8. But spiritually and mentally, 8,381 years old.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

bro Im 20, do you do meth or lsd? it seems so

No. No spells and potions except a leaf from that old dragon land. And lots of angelic juice. Occasionally, a little bug piss. Warm bug piss with a faint taste of rice.

 

[Deleted member 12669]

No. No spells and potions except a leaf from that old dragon land. And lots of angelic juice. Occasionally, a little bug piss. Warm bug piss with a faint taste of rice.

Wtf