I'd rather fight for a braindead and schizophrenic ideal than be put on meds and live as a plant

[Lonenely sigma]

I rarely ever speak about blackpill with anyone. I've mentioned it a few times to my close friends but didn't tell them directly about it, more as "lmao imagine thinking looks are important as a man, what a bunch of losers they are"

Whilst doing this I've been listening to tons and tons of redpill/bluepill cope which always made me laugh. However, I realized that I really do believe in different things than your average normie. As some of you, "Lonenely sigma" fans probably already know, I was sent to a psychiatrist (who determined I am NT) because my parents believed I was ruined by blackpill ideology.

But I will never change my mind. I wish I could, but I can't. Once you realize the truth, its not possible to just give up on it, at least I can't do it.

If I ruin my life earning money and spending tens of thousands on surgeries, so be it. But I won't let myself do nothing and hope for a better future. I am not a kind of person to go into the corner and cry, I am the type of person to ruin myself permanently while trying to fix the problem.

 

[The Grinch]

I only once spoke blackpill shit to my normie friends, my reputation suffered a lot from that day on

 

[Deleted member 28904]

I rarely ever speak about blackpill with anyone. I've mentioned it a few times to my close friends but didn't tell them directly about it, more as "lmao imagine thinking looks are important as a man, what a bunch of losers they are"

Whilst doing this I've been listening to tons and tons of redpill/bluepill cope which always made me laugh. However, I realized that I really do believe in different things than your average normie. As some of you, "Lonenely sigma" fans probably already know, I was sent to a psychiatrist (who determined I am NT) because my parents believed I was ruined by blackpill ideology.

But I will never change my mind. I wish I could, but I can't. Once you realize the truth, its not possible to just give up on it, at least I can't do it.

If I ruin my life earning money and spending tens of thousands on surgeries, so be it. But I won't let myself do nothing and hope for a better future. I am not a kind of person to go into the corner and cry, I am the type of person to ruin myself permanently while trying to fix the problem.

You should become an author. Not.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I only once spoke blackpill shit to my normie friends, my reputation suffered a lot from that day on

You can sort of joke about it, like for example when I lose against my friend in clash royale I tell him how its brutal that I lost due to my low set zygos