Id rather have no father than an abusive father

[kababcel]

It goes way back before I was even born, he was the middle brother, meaning he was the least one that got taken care of and the least that got attention, he was also screwed big time by my grandma, now ofc that shit has consequences, he became a social outcast and was toxic as fucking shit and wasnt emotionally nor socially a good person to be around with, quite unfortunate but hey thats life, but no instead of breaking that stupid generational curse, he fucking brings me to this life and would physically and verbally abuse me day to day, always comparing me to other guys, wether it was grades, school, sports, you name it, literally any activity, btw this nigga doesnt spend a fucking cent on me (he barely does, because he has a low wage job) im mature enough to understand where he comes from, philosophy managed to help me cope, anyway my self esteem was fucking shattered, barely grew up with friends, im 20 and have 0 social skills, KHHV, never had a gf (i could count on my hands the amount of women I talked to irl) lmao, I kind of have an inferiority complex aswell
Shit kind of just screwed me up, idk man I just want my dad completely out of my life and to never see him again, its quite sad cause fathers are supposed to be your supporters, some would say its "tough love bro" , sure but too much of that fucked me up, never heard him in my entire life say that he loves me or ever hug me before, like bro he even told me "im not expecting shit from you later in life" he literally knows it man, what a fucking dickhead

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

 

[kababcel]

@Jason Voorhees
@LTNUser
@Fridx
@abzz
@ltnbrownacnecel

 

[kababcel]

Sorry for the rant boya

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

My dad is a little crazy but im lowkey a disappointment to my him ngl.

 

[abzz]

It goes way back before I was even born, he was the middle brother, meaning he was the least one that got taken care of and the least that got attention, he was also screwed big time by my grandma, now ofc that shit has consequences, he became a social outcast and was toxic as fucking shit and wasnt emotionally nor socially a good person to be around with, quite unfortunate but hey thats life, but no instead of breaking that stupid generational curse, he fucking brings me to this life and would physically and verbally abuse me day to day, always comparing me to other guys, wether it was grades, school, sports, you name it, literally any activity, btw this nigga doesnt spend a fucking cent on me (he barely does, because he has a low wage job) im mature enough to understand where he comes from, philosophy managed to help me cope, anyway my self esteem was fucking shattered, barely grew up with friends, im 20 and have 0 social skills, KHHV, never had a gf (i could count on my hands the amount of women I talked to irl) lmao, I kind of have an inferiority complex aswell
Shit kind of just screwed me up, idk man I just want my dad completely out of my life and to never see him again, its quite sad cause fathers are supposed to be your supporters, some would say its "tough love bro" , sure but too much of that fucked me up, never heard him in my entire life say that he loves me or ever hug me before, like bro he even told me "im not expecting shit from you later in life" he literally knows it man, what a fucking dickhead
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he failed you as a father. all that neglect and abuse is fucking atrocious man. you're not broken, it's not your fault. you're underdeveloped from his lack of support. you are already so much more ahead than he is emotionally, it's so clear. always here for you man, always<3

 

[Fridx]

Read every molecule

If you have good parents you star 1-0 winning

 

[kababcel]

My dad is a little crazy but im lowkey a disappointment to my him ngl.

Maybe you arent, some just have insane standards and high expectations for us, its stupid when they didnt even achieve 10% of what they expect you to be

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

Maybe you arent, some just have insane standards and high expectations for us, its stupid when they didnt even achieve 10% of what they expect you to be

Nah I wish my parents are from the slums of India and immigrated to America just to have a son who gets shit grades + my dad literally mogs me in his late 40s idek how that's possible. Ur dad's a straight asshole sorry bro.

 

[Divineincel]

It goes way back before I was even born, he was the middle brother, meaning he was the least one that got taken care of and the least that got attention, he was also screwed big time by my grandma, now ofc that shit has consequences, he became a social outcast and was toxic as fucking shit and wasnt emotionally nor socially a good person to be around with, quite unfortunate but hey thats life, but no instead of breaking that stupid generational curse, he fucking brings me to this life and would physically and verbally abuse me day to day, always comparing me to other guys, wether it was grades, school, sports, you name it, literally any activity, btw this nigga doesnt spend a fucking cent on me (he barely does, because he has a low wage job) im mature enough to understand where he comes from, philosophy managed to help me cope, anyway my self esteem was fucking shattered, barely grew up with friends, im 20 and have 0 social skills, KHHV, never had a gf (i could count on my hands the amount of women I talked to irl) lmao, I kind of have an inferiority complex aswell
Shit kind of just screwed me up, idk man I just want my dad completely out of my life and to never see him again, its quite sad cause fathers are supposed to be your supporters, some would say its "tough love bro" , sure but too much of that fucked me up, never heard him in my entire life say that he loves me or ever hug me before, like bro he even told me "im not expecting shit from you later in life" he literally knows it man, what a fucking dickhead
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Beat the shit out of him for the revenge

 

[Tr0ubLe]

Dnr but it's an advantage.
You'll become so toxic in relationships foids will go crazy for u, if u mog...

 

[mtfmxxng]

It's fucked, I have a similar situation.
You'll manage, though. I believe in you!